#ooooor i do send it and only ruin one more night of sleep bc i wont read the answer (if i do get one) until at least tomorrow

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#ik ik i said id stay off here blah blah blah but i cant sleep haha #thats fun. i have to send a Serious Text yk. like i HAVE to bc it legit keeps me awake at night. #but im a coward and anxiety is eating me alive so im sitting here in bed at 11:36pm not having sent the text #considering whether im ruining more of my sleep by NOT sending it and waiting until i *** or sum. #ooooor i do send it and only ruin one more night of sleep bc i wont read the answer (if i do get one) until at least tomorrow #so things are FUN. yes. good good good. #im just losing my mind here but i hate talking about me and thats too much in too little time #but if i dont do it im gonna obsess over it and ill regret not saying anything. #can you tell im trying to convince myself #also i was supposed to be asleep 2h ago and i didnt eat dinner so now im stressed exhausted AND hungry #im a mess what am i supposed to do w myselg