#oops emotionally slutty hours

[carltonlassie]

Why is it always where do you work or what school do you attend and not what kind of unrelenting horrors have you been dealing with lately or what kind of tragedies have you been lamenting these days

#i went to this Halloween party and it was just. i felt bad just doing this🧍 the entire night and not socializing #but really. i was masked and it was loud and people gave up when they couldn't hear me or get my name the first try lmao #and by this point I'm tired of pronouncing my name for everyone who can't deal with a pocs name #and I'm not willing to take off my mask bc who da hell even are u guys #so i was just 🧍 but somehow won the costume contest even tho ppl were whispering to each other about what our costume was supposed to be #idk maybe y'all should ask instead of whispering where i can hear you clearly 😭 #and it was weird bc my partner clearly did not want to hang out with these people either but just. brought me there and I'm just like why #what's the point. saving face? bleughhh idk I'm just grumpy bc i didn't get to have dinner to go to this thing #and the only meal option they had was like. food that doesn't agree with my stomach and also I ain't taking my mask off around these guys #it was not an enjoyable experience I've been to worse college parties #but the difference is I'm older and I'm not gonna get peer pressured into staying somewhere in not comfortable yk #idk the ppl there were nice but I'm just?? hi who the hell are you and you still don't know my name and I'm not repeating it #when ur just gonna forget #< u gotta make effort to let ppl know u #but have u considered. I'm tired of ppl knowing me #why do u wanna know #if ur just gonna know me superficially I'd much rather be unknown #going back to my original question of why is it always where do you work and what do you do #bc where i work is the last thing i wanna talk about on a Saturday night #oops emotionally slutty hours