#or if the word nineteen was chsnged to sixteen Like id actually have had to end it all

[arowrath]

wouldve couldve shouldve was like.. scientifically designed to make me insane. it’s got nearly every single box checked on the List Of Things In Songs That Make Me Fucking Crazy. top 10 music moments EVER it’s practically lethal

#text #this is positive btw like yeah it makes me sick sometimes KSKVKSF but thats only cuz its good 😭 #like okay. relationship trauma song + self blame + connections to other songs so i can be insane abt those too + #religious imagery + what-ifs + emphasis on youth & loss of innocense… #can listen to it very loud without hurting my ears #theres another. motif? idk if thats the word. but theres another metaphor she couldve used that wouldve made me just as insane #but i think id have killed myself #or if the word nineteen was chsnged to sixteen Like id actually have had to end it all #suicide joke