#or too broken to ever experience love cause youre probably just aromantic and shy and theres not a thing wrong with that and youve got

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#that feeling when youve been looking for a fic to read for DAYS and youve curated your tags and filters so carefully and you keep quitting #fics left and right when they do smth you dislike and youre scrolling thru them and then you start getting kind of sick of looking at #all that romance and fucking 'true love' tags or whatever and its kind of ironic cause you did search for character a/character b fics #so its GONNA be romance fics like thats what u wanted but its like eating eggs its all good and suddenly its so awful and ur gonna throw up #so you stop scrolling cause your heart is beating really loud for some reason and youre not gonna go into a spiral about being unlovable #or too broken to ever experience love cause youre probably just aromantic and shy and theres not a thing wrong with that and youve got #all the time in the world anyway. so you stop scrolling but dont close the tab just yet cause maybe tomorrow it wont feel annoying #and redundant cause u DO wanna read a romance fic (at least until just before they kiss or confess or whatever) its just a pain to find one #anyway. you ever get that feeling? #maybe i do need to start writing myself or something this endless searching for the nichest things is killing me #my post