#or watched heartstopper cuz its full of it in here

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Finally finished atyd and it has ruined me before i can ruin myself first

#been fantasizing abt finding a fic where everything is happy #ever since stuff got all gloomy and canon compliant #and god do i need a pick me up #but also... #binged like 30 chapters today just so i can stop thinking about it and actually focus cuz i know im not gonna forgive myself if i fail exam #s because im obsessed with some fic #i even have a headache im so sick #also.. not reading anything canon compliant anymore /unless/ it's about wolfstar arising harry #i never read such a fic back then tho #i only ever read text talk #i remember starting one where sirius raised harry tho #but stopped not long after only because i suddenly entered my depressive episode and deprived myself of any enjoyment in life #but text talk!!!! #i started rereading it while reading atyd bc i needed a pick me up #anyways i should block tumblr for now #at least till ive finished exams #or watched heartstopper cuz its full of it in here #i cant get spoiled jve read the whole thing but Still #i need to have my own experience #my will is never strong enough