#pathological noncompliance serving me well 11 years later. i can promise you all it did me no favors at the time

[crimeronan]

it's amazing how even in my school-related stress dreams 11 years after dropping out, i'm still a massive bitch.

last night i saw a video about how some kiddos these days have electronic hall passes that time how long you shit & i was like "oh, that's For Sure showing up in a nightmare tonight."

and indeed i did dream about being back in high school.

except in the dream i was at a table in my school library opening huge packages of candle-making and soap-making supplies, and the staff were like, "uhm, your lunch period is over in ten minutes," and i was like, "yup. i'm in the middle of something right now, tho. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯" and then when the bell rang, the rest of the dream became about an increasing number of administrators and school cops coming down to try to pry me away from my candle-making hobby while i sat my ass firmly in my chair and went, "put your hands on me. i fucking dare you."

......which is.

more or less. exactly what being in high school was. actually like for me.

#dreams can't Get You trapped in a classroom if you refused to put up with that shit irl. i guess. #pathological noncompliance serving me well 11 years later. i can promise you all it did me no favors at the time #also pathologizing noncompliance is evil. doctors are evil cops are evil and high school is a special kind of evil. #to my followers who are still in high school i'm so sorry. life is gonna get so much better once ppl stop TIMING HOW LONG YOU SHIT. #i don't often say freak behavior but truly freak behavior. leave teenagers ALONE. #dreams