#please step in dog poop in your nicest shoes

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it is genuinely embarrassing to be 26 and have to rely on other ppl to interpret what i’m trying to say because my word recall is trash but apparently only when psychologists aren’t looking

#my mom has this too and i sort of had it as a kid but not bad #but it got BAD after i went thru that awful depressive ep a few years ago #and being reminded that it impedes my ability to communicate is!!! not appreciated!!!! #i know!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #why do you think i told you ALMOST A YEAR AGO that this was an issue #could it be..... because I knew it would happen??????? #ugh only one more class #my main thesis advisor doesnt teach any other classes thank GOD #i dont think the rest do either THANK GOD FOR THAT TOO #if you really think i am ok with having issues communicating and am not trying to fix it you are mistaken !!!!!!!!!!!!!! #please step in dog poop in your nicest shoes #do you want to talk too about how often I mix up words when typing???? #abc #i told them way back at the beginning of the sequence to prevent this sort of bullshit #i got points off my presentation last quarter because i was 'nervous' at the start #yeah no shit??? when you have to deal with this taking becomes nerve wracking?? #especially when it has consequences???? #anyway it made me feel shitty lol