#pls ignore these 4 am vents i just gotta scream into the void sometimes

[minoan-ophidian]

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#oop my brain is trying to justify my isolating myself for long periods of time because 'nothing's real anyway' and i can't argue with that #k i don't wanna do any more introspection cause i know exactly how i'm fucked up and what i should be doing to fix it #but i don't have the motivation like i just don't wanna deal with it fuck dude #the last 4 or so years have been one big 'i don't care' and what's the point in getting better if you don't want to #ugh #personal bs #pls ignore these 4 am vents i just gotta scream into the void sometimes