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#ppl keep forcing their friendship on me then expecting me to be buddy buddy w them
amalgamezz · 3 months
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is there aplatonic label for being repulsed with irl friendship
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cashdunn · 4 years
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chase  stokes,  cis  male  - Have  you  seen  elijah  “cash”  dunn?  cash  is  in  his  junior  year.  the  sociology  and  philosophy  major  is  23  years  old  &  is  an  aries.  people  say  he’s  hardworking,  honest,  pessimistic,  and  stubborn.  rumors  say  he’s  a  member  of  hastings.  I  heard  from  the  gossip  blog  that  he  was  indirectly  responsible  for  the  death  of  his  best  friend.
HI i’m mia and this is the first into i’m writing in a while so please. bear with me... i have genuinely forgotten how to write tbqh
cws for depression, drug use, death, car accidents, alcoholism, smoking, substance abuse
name: ELIJAH ALEXANDER “CASH” DUNN nickname: CASH. he wore a lot of black when he was a kid. his mom started calling him the man in black, which became johnny cash, which became cash. it stuck. even his grandparents no longer call him eli. birthday: APRIL 19TH, 1997 age: twenty-three height: 6′1″ sexuality: bisexual mbti: intp society: hastings traits: hardworking, honest, pessimistic, stubborn, polite, detached, charitable. zodiac: aries sun / pisces moon / scorpio rising sdkfjhsk yikes inspiration: rust cohle, the roy family (succession), ronan lynch, more fictional characters with Rs at the forefront of their names, probably major: sociology & philosophy. he’s also taking some business and criminology courses.
cash is the descendent of the dunn family, who are rich beyond belief. dunn is a common enough name that cash is able to shed any associations with them. he grew up apart from the family, barring his father, who dragged cash and his mom from texas all the way to alaska to “live off the land”. cash’s mom had enough after about a year of living off said land, and fucked off back to texas to the small ranch she’d been left by her parents. cash came out to visit on holidays from time to time, but, for the most part, grew up in the middle of the forest under the tutelage of his survivalist father. they had a bunker. it was a whole thing.
cash grew up alone, for the most part. he spent most of his free time reading whatever book he could get his hands on.
cash’s best and, at the time, only friend was max, his cousin. max’s dad had been in and out of rehab and max had been “prone to delinquency” according to the grandparents, who’d hoped that the wilderness might help shape their eldest grandson into a man with principles. max became like a brother to cash.
when they were seventeen and eighteen respectively, the truck they were driving into town skidded off the road and into a frozen lake. cash lived. max succumbed to the elements.
cash is now heir to the dunn fortune, which makes him extremely uncomfortable. he doesn’t want anything to do with the family money.
cash drinks INCREDIBLY cheap beer at all times. he also smokes, which is a habit he picked up after max died. he tends to roll his own joints so he can mix tobacco in with his cigarettes. huge fan of other illicit substances too <3 they’re his emotional support illegal items he’s like...
completely a nihilist. can be REALLY rude abt it too. he doesn’t really bring it up around some people which proves that he’s capable of tact but on occasion he rlly.......... cannot stop................keeps reading emil m. cioran over breakfast
terrible at communicating but he’s good for a one night stand whenever (which is a wanted connection, i think)
sooooo confused and sooooo uncomfortable when ppl are nice to him. it isn’t that he expects them to be cruel tho it’s more that he just expects to be treated purely neutrally by everyone
he will just give away money lol he doesn’t care !!!!
he may be depressed but he gets shit done! god knows why or how
absolutely not competitive at all and i dont know how he ended up in hastings. he doesn’t know either. he’s a nerd tho so there’s that... but he’s not the kind of nerd who wld function in a group KJSHDKFJSHD
being rich. like. makes him distinctly uncomfortable since he a) does not believe he  deserves wealth b) does not believe in wealth c) does not rlly know his  family beyond his father and does not believe they should be financing his education d)  hates the school he has ended up at e) seems to come with some strange  form of expectation in spite of his desire to go hide in some backwater  and never speak to anyone, ever f) feels that he could be studying just as well in said backwater g) would rather be able to follow whatever road his obsessive tendencies take him on instead of being forced to follow the trajectories he’s being directed on by his professors
incredibly tense all the time but in a laid back way. i will not elaborate bc i cannot i just. kzjdhfkjshdfkjshdkfh im sorry <3
he is very go w the flow tho.
this is the vibe
wanted connections:
one night stands
friendships (if anyone can stand him <3)
drinking buddies, substance abuse buddies, etcetera
a roommate
someone who knew max in some capacity
they hate each other but they see eye to eye in a lot of ways
a narrative foil
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