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#quick rant: I feel so hopless and alone and scared
floral-hex
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11 months
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Can’t tell if I’m so anxious because of drug withdrawal or it’s just because I have a bad brain 😓
#I took buspar for about 4 nights then had to stop because it put me on edge
#first night without it and I’m hit with the same feelings again
#just sad and hopeless and my nerves feel sick
#I had thought there wasn’t supposed to be any real withdrawal from that stuff
#so maybe this is just me being sad
#quick rant: I feel so hopless and alone and scared
#it’s 4:30am and I know there’s nothing I can do right now about it so I should just chill out
#brains suck
#just go to sleep!
#I have my first therapy session tomorrow/today so we’ll see
#and I’m realizing now I really need to bite the bullet and apply to some jobs
#any jobs. even if I’m afraid my hearing will go out and I’ll fuck up working
#I NEED to get out of this house more. I NEED money. I NEED some hope for a future.
#I want moneyyyy so I can go out to eat and take my brothers to the movies and help my mother with bills
#I can’t just stay awake all night suffering. I need to be productive.
#ian I swear you will feel so much better with a purpose
#even if that purpose is just to work a register for a few hours a day
#it’ll be okay
#we can do this. we’ll talk to the therapist tomorrow. we’ll call our doc and bitch about our meds. we’ll apply for jobs
#we’ll shower and eat and go out in the sun and it’ll be okay
#baby steps baby
#get a job. get money. buy a burger. find someone to kiss once or twice.
#I can do this
#I feel everything falling apart and fading away and I have to fight that
#I’m fighting it now just verbalizing this and it’s helping
#it’ll be okay ian!
#life can still be beautiful!
#you’re afraid of losing everything well then fucking grab it hold it do what you can
#I’m so fucking scared but I have to try
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