#rly hope we can get her attention bc we r gonna have to fuckin Split asap lol

[orcelito]

guys i love Fang so so much. SO so much. 

so, dnd tonight. we managed to save almost everyone from the burning ship!! which is honestly kinda amazing lol, considering just how fucking close it was for some people. but anyways there was this guy down there who was next to death that fang naturally went to help, but the dude’s from around where fang’s people are from & he was like “i know Your Kind, i’m not going to drink your poison” (referring to the health potion fang was trying to give him). and it was a slap in the fucking face for fang, who’s spent his life trying to Not be like his blood relatives. like, fuck dude. it really hurt. 

but Fang. despite the moment of wanting to lash back, he just removed himself & told another person that Yeah, they should still help him, bc it’s not his place to decide for someone to die just bc of a grudge. 

so this dude was saved. and he’s not even going to recognize fang for his mercy. and fang’s not going to fight for that recognition. 

and that’s the thing that’s really making my heart hurt. bc fang tried SO fucking hard to help save as many people as possible (whether they wanted his help or not). he put himself in So much danger for this. and in the end, he’s going to take Zero credit for it. bc he thinks this is just smth that he’s supposed to do. 

#speculation nation #fang #d&d #EMOTIONSSSSSSSSSS I LOVE HIM SO MUCH IT HURTS #really hoping that people do recognize his efforts bc god Damn #he was definitely spearheading a good part of that rescue effort. passing out potions like fucking candy. #i started this shit with 6 potions and im back down to 1 potion lol. Ouch. #now we gotta pile 19 ppl onto this fucking sand ship and get the hell Outta here #but we saved the mayor!! and by 'we' i mean the ppl who were up at the time lol. i was still escaping the basement #the mayor was very fucking nearly eaten by a sand shark lmfao. like it was SO fucking close #but the paladin came in clutch. as did her dad (BAD ASS MF im so glad i saved him) #(i mean beyond the obvious of OF COURSE hes gonna save his friend's dad. badass fighter is a great ally to keep) #& she healed the mayor so he's back on his feet. Barely. #and now i've come up. motioning to everyone It's Time To Go. went to the mayor to help him up and get him moving #and now im moving across the sand with a still very injured & traumatized mayor WITH a risk of other sand sharks around #the party's rogue just got traumatized by finding out her friend was Impostered. who knows where her actual friend is #& she killed said imposter. this being her First Kill. poor girl... #rly hope we can get her attention bc we r gonna have to fuckin Split asap lol #anyways. cradles my boy in my hands. he wants so bad to do good. #THERE was one moment. when the wizard asked if he could have a potion for the dude. where fang hesitated. #like. why give one of his precious few potions to the dude who was willing to die over accepting his help? #but he came to the conclusion. that he does not want to be the type of person this man thinks he is. #so even though the guy doesnt see it (he's passed out by now) fang gives the potion over. #no expectation for recognition. no misguided idea that he's going to get paid back for this at some point. #he just knows that this man will die without his help. and so he will help. regardless of his personal emotions. #DM said he wasnt surprised that fang still helped bc he knows fang is a good person & it just has me like. hhhhhhh #fang. my dear fang. i love him so so so much #he just wants to be a good person. to defy the evil that's expected of him due to the circumstances of his birth. #he refuses to be the same as his kin. he WILL be good. even if it puts him into personal danger. #weeping crying i love my fucking oc so much y'all. i just love him so muchhhhhhh