#rn ive been thinking abt those several siblings hes estranged from

[robobee]

you ever think about how Henry cheng, severely claustrophobic, deliberately and actively spent YEARS putting HIMSELF into dark crawlspaces and literal basement manholes just because he couldn't handle the idea of being forced into that position again. do you understand how seondeok raised to be Like That from the beginning. [shakes you by the lapel] do you understand that THEY HAD HIM TELL HER EVERYTHING THEY WOULD DO TO HIM!!! AND SHE SAID SHE WOULD NOT PAY FOR DAMAGED GOODS!!! AND HENRY SAID THIS WITH A LAUGH -- A LAUGH!

#trc #every time i reread that part of trk i go insane for a solid month #rn ive been thinking abt those several siblings hes estranged from #do they have any idea? imagine jokingly wrestling ur little brother and his eyes go wild with the rage of a trapped animal #smth smth humans being the only animals so desperate for sel preservation theyll break their own fingers to get out of a trap #henryposting #henry cheng #when gansey has that quiet moment of oh. He Is Not Joking. i lost it i did ive never recovered