#road block where my hands didn’t know wtf to do (didn’t learn proportions etc) while trying so so hard to stick to the grove i had cut for

[iinmysights]

i’m in the fucking trenches

#Ravage.txt #dl #‘oh i haven’t made art in a while. LETS DO SOMETHING REALLY FUCKING HARD!!!! :D’ <- AN IDIOT #i mean i’m having SOME fun but STILL!!!!! it’s the principle of the matter!!!!! #rn gumroad is seriously testing my patience bc the app won’t download n the website refuses to accept me changing my pass bc i forgot it #I JUST WANT!!! NEW BUSHIES!!! TO PAINT CAEDES WITH!!! #i’ll resort to fucking defaults if i really need to but i’d rather NOT!!!!!! #i’m really trying to push for a bit more realism with this one bc i haven’t been happy with all of em and i think i tried to jump into havin #g a style way too fast n as a result ended up putting a stick in my bike wheel on the path to developing ym skills. so i essentially hit a #road block where my hands didn’t know wtf to do (didn’t learn proportions etc) while trying so so hard to stick to the grove i had cut for #myself so i gotta like do a hard reset basically. at least i think that’s what i’m doing idk i’m not very smart #would really like to finish xem tonight but i’m already tired so i really don’t know ://