#rward intentionally but im really trying to correct that

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thats also why i get rly annoyed at ppl Telling Me About Myself bc like irl i dont outwardly express myself in most circumstances and then someone finds out we enjoy something in common but theyre like “you clearly dont care about it that much” trying to One Up me on something i have in common with them as if its a competition like fuck you i just cant express things outwardly in front of people a lot of the time

#canto vii #ive dealt with so many ppl who dont Want anyone else to like the same things they do so i underexpress my interest in those things going fo- #rward intentionally but im really trying to correct that #its habitual #i should just be able to enjoy things i enjoy as much as possible