What do you know now about rp that you wish you knew when you first started?
i wish i knew not to be such a people pleaser, because i really, really tried. there's still a part of me that tries, but i think that's just who i am - i hate confrontation, hate feeling like i'm making someone uncomfortable.
but you're not going to make everyone comfortable and you shouldn't, you've got to set your own boundaries and say who and what you will and won't write/write with. that's important, and if other people don't like that ... then they can leave. there are other people to write with, you don't have to go against your boundaries/morals.
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@sainthey liked for a lyrical starter.
“ you never learned to drop the act. ”
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( @sainthey sneaked into a restricted place )
‘‘ you’re too pretty for ketterdamn. you don’t look like has sucked the soul out of you yet. ’’ cassie thinks of the darkness beneath her eyes, the frown lines working behind her lips: she is a shadowed bloom to alina’s natural light. fingers catch on alina’s chin, pressing her this way and that way with a soft hum (beauty had not struck cassandra since she left the little palace ... she had resigned herself to the abandonment of such trifles -- art is only worth as much as the heart lets it be). ‘‘ sadly, i was not blessed with the ability to change your opinion, but i can give you an outfit that isn’t ... all this. ’’ cassie gestures a hand vaguely to alina’s being. ‘‘ and i can hide that light in your face. make - up truly is a wondrous invention. ’’
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😏 @sainthey / aлександр !
❛ я не говорю по-русски. ❜ но cиенна хочет научится этому. он может научить её. 😏 ❛ это большой и важный язык. ты согласна? ❜
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@sainthey liked for a thing!
Will had told Max that Joyce wanted to stop by and check on her. Ordinarily, she would have tried not to cry, but given everything that’s happened, she’d let it happen. She loves her mom, really she does. But Joyce has always represented a stability that Susan never quite got the hang of. So no, Joyce isn’t her mom, but Max can’t help feeling just a little bit safer when Joyce enters the room. “Hi Mrs. Byers,” Max says softly, assuming it is Joyce and not one of the nurses.
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@sainthey bullied me into this <3
With two glasses in her hand she walks towards her brother, who’s waiting for her at the edge of the roof garden. “I didn’t expect to see you tonight”, she admits, the hint of a smile on her face. No, Aleksandr hadn’t told her that he’d attend the concert or the party afterwards, but once she’d joined the other guests here, Ulla had easily spotted him in the crowd. She’d recognize him anywhere, due to a bond that feels so much older than either of them. “But I suspect hearing me sing and celebrate is not the only reason you came, is it?”
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❝ If you’re here for me, you’re going to have to wait. I’m not finished yet. ❞
@sainthey gets a one-liner for Death.
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❛ when hope feels like a four letter word, that’s when you say fuck it and live uncensored. ❜ advice he’s been living by lately, granted when he heard it, it was phrased a little different.
@sainthey ❤
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. . . OR MAYBE HOME IS JUST TWO ARMS WRAPPED AROUND YOU WHEN YOU’RE AT YOUR WORST. armageddon knocked on a door both refused to open for neither fret the end of a world that has ended and began again in the morning over and over. there were still moments where he finds himself waiting for the other shoe to drop , for the warmth they’d gathered beneath the blankets and between tangled limbs to be ripped away and replaced with that bone aching chill the nights in kamchatka left buried in him. it’s been three days and it still hasn’t come. maybe it was time to start believing in those miracles again. ━ he thinks he’ll know every inch of her by the time they leave this room and for a moment he allows himself to think selfishly about a world where they never had to leave. his body ached from every single time they’ve had to carry the world on their shoulders and his heart longed to see the girl he’d left behind in indiana , but god did spending the rest of his life mapping out constellations made from freckles that spattered across fair skin while soft fingertips traced every new mark he’d earned as if to commit them to memory sound so damn good. hopper’s lips find her shoulder at the same time her fingers find a spot on his hip.
❛ that one’s not from russia. ❜ he murmurs as he covers her hand with his own and brings it to his lips , kissing each digit individually. the story behind it far less gruesome than any of his other mementos. it involved beer and teenage stupidity in the form of hopping fences. a soft smile crosses his lips as he let her hand go, allowing his own to take inventory of her own battle scars. some he knew the stories behind , he’d been there when they happened . . . others he could put together with context clues. it’s only when rough fingers find a crescent shaped mark just below the other’s ribs does he shimmy down in order to get a better look. his thumb swipes it one, two, three times before he leans in to press a soft kiss to raised skin ━ the audacity to look surprised when it remained even after he pulled away. ❛ what’s the story behind this little guy ? ❜ another kiss before his gaze settles on her, chin propped up on her thigh. ❛ c’mon . . . i’ll tell you mine if you tell me yours . . . ❜
* BYERS , JOYCE @sainthey prompted : ❛ 28 . a kiss over a scar . [ kiss prompt. ]
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joyce will take hop's face in both her hands, rest her forehead against his & whisper very, very quietly how proud she is of him
he'll hum and close his eyes, try to steady himself with her hands on his face, on the point of contact between their foreheads. try to make his heartbeat resemble something like a normal rhythm instead of the erratic, frantic timing its had since the prison flew away behind them.
it won't last long. his heart will skip a beat and his breath catches.
"me? you."
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TARGET : UCHIHA, OBITO.
LOCATION : @sainthey
ASSIGNMENT : OTHERWISE PROMPTED.
ENCRYPTED : FURTHER DECODING NEEDED.
DECODED : neither of them is completely naked, jezebel's shirt is halfway gone, obito's pants pooling somewhere around his knees. all in all one might get the impression of a rather rushed affair & it isn't, technically, & yet the chose the least comfortable position to be in. the rough stone wall digs into her back, her ankles are crossed behind his back. there are better places to do what they have in mind but jezebel did that little squealing noise when obito held her up with just one arm wrapped around her middle, free hand playing around inside her pants .... he would rather lose that arm than admit there'd be more comfortable & practical ways (or that this does not happen as effortlessly as he'd like to believe)
RESPONSE :
he touches her and she swears she sees god. it's all new sensations, like eletricity crakling beneath her skin. her jacket is discarded on the floor, thin shirt bunched up and tucked under her chin to prevent it from getting in the way. he shoves her skirt up her thighs, eliciting another delicate noise from her lips ( reddened, nearly bruised from how hard she'd kissed him ), this time in the form of a gasp rather than a squeal. she knows this is not the perfect time nor place, but the second his hand so much as grazed her clothed cunt, she was in unspoken agreement --- she'd rather lose an arm than give this up.
she knows no one is coming, but there is an excitement to doing this outside of their own bedroom anyway, even as she feels stone dig into her back. the marks it leaves behind will be temporary, a stinging reminder of their tryst when they share a shower later. and god, the way he holds her with one arm, as if she weighs nothing at all --- it makes her dizzy, makes her head swim with lust and pure desperation. without even fully realizing it, she's begun moving her hips against his hand, pushing his fingers needily into the most sensitive spots, encouraging him to stroke delicate circles around her clit. it is clumsy, his arm is probably going numb from being pinned to his side by her leg, she knows she could slip down at any second and yet, she simply does not care. her desperation is tangible and from that alone, it's not long before she's letting out a choked, whimpery gasp and her teeth are sinking deep into the flesh of his shoulder as he feels wet seep through the soft, cotton fabric.
❝ wait --- ❞ she half sounds disappointed at finishing, as if it all ends there. her clit is raw from stimulation and when he grazes it again, even her painless self can feel how it makes her wince.
❝ i want more --- ❞ she isn't entirely sure what she's asking for, nor how to ask for it. the world beyong her sheltered life is still so new, but what she does know is she trusts obito and she wants him, hungrily, greedily. she wants him the way the characters in her book want one another --- quickened heartbeats and the delicate grazes of hands. how the tension builds and builds until it explodes. this has been a long time coming and yet, the detonation still threw her off and in all the fire of it, she wants to be burned.
❝ please? ❞ added very softly, as if she were asking for something much grander than for the man she loves ( and who loves her ) to fuck her already, as if his pants aren't already around his knees for it. greed had always been a sin, so too was lust and both she indulges in now with a voracious desire, hips angling to tease the tip of his cock with her cunt.
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( continued with @sainthey from here )
the question is as thorny as any other challenge. cassie bites her teeth against impulse (this is rare and should be noted: cassie spills words as if they are meaningless, as if she can undo whatever damage that they leave in their wake). her eyes droop into a glare, bottom lip plucked forward in question. ignore what you do not understand and you will face the price. her mother’s voice had never been a gracious warning in her head --- necessary, though, especially when her teeth are digging into her tongue. ‘‘ only as interesting as any other human. which, to you, i imagine is not very interesting at all. ’’ she smiles, as if her answer was anything more than words. speak as she might, language alludes her: her heart seems to rally against it. ‘‘ i wouldn’t waste your time. ’’
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🍒 + my url? 🥺👉👈
FAWN ILY!!!! 💕✨️ absolutely love you and your characters and everything you have done with them whether they're canons you've added ur ✨️spice✨️ to or your lovely ocs 🥺
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@sainthey 𝐀𝐒𝐊𝐄𝐃 : love confessions﹕ sender confesses their love to receiver . / hello from hinata hello
those soft words muttered betwixt fingers that fold against her lips sink into gaara’s very existence , collapsing years of barriers & stubborn avoidant tendencies in one fell swoop . he can tell she’s shaking , but it’s a bit of a relief as he can feel himself shaking too . eyes are wide & his heart is heavy as it pleads that he does not deserve this . that this is not real . that he should not believe this . that this is all some sort of fantastical game made up to feel less afraid of him .
he wants to recoil , to fold into himself , to wrap himself in a blanket of grainy sand , & his sand sweeps beneath their feet as silence permeates every inch between them . frowning for a moment , he swallows hard , his fingers pulling at the cloth that dons his inner elbows . he’d scoff at the idea that she might hold such tender feelings for him if he knew it wouldn’t hurt her feelings . however , he’d rather not spit on the courage it’s taken for her to admit such fragile affection .
they’d spent so much time together , after all . excitement forming in each other’s eyes when they were allowed time together : free time , missions , even a simple mission to each other’s village without the promise of seeing one another , they’d found a simple familiarity in comfortable company . gaara frowns & it’s obvious how much commotion is stirring beneath the surface of a displeased surface . he’s trying to sort it all out , but nothing about this makes any sense . but , in hindsight , he should have seen it coming . not that he knows enough about that four letter word to have expected anything beyond simple companionship with the slightest bit of yearning .
their silences are usually soft , comforting , like a hug from the atmosphere with reassuring whispers . this one is cruel & complicated & broken .
perhaps , she herself doesn’t understand the words that spill with so much effort from her soft , soulful lips . there’s guilt that bubbles up from within his chest & he can feel it like a chokehold in his throat . he wants to give her the chance , he wants to accept what she feels & allow the both of them to blossom into . . . something scary , unknown ; a path he’d be willing to take with her . but the simple idea of someone . . . loving him . . . it was almost too much to take .
so he draws in a fragile breath & he cannot meet her eyes . they’ve grown to know each other quite well , & he knows that with honesty comes pain but with lies come resentment . he’d air something truthful & delicate as he speaks , his voice traced with lines of concern & confusion .
❛ hinata . ❜
there’s no way she could have meant what she just said .
❛ you said . . . -- you don’t mean . . . ❜
. . . me ?
a single tear makes its home on his jaw . to go your whole life as an unlovable husk of a monster . . . surely , this is not happening . but if even for a second , he’d like to believe her .
a gentle hand places itself upon her shoulder .
❛ you know who i am . who i was . does that not hinder your . . . feelings ? ❜
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@sainthey gets a Dominik starter ! (for Yuri)
For a moment his fingers just linger on the spines of the books. Sometimes Dominik still feels like a ghost in this palace, old memories mixing with the new ones he’s making. He takes one out and turns around, realizing that he isn’t alone in the library as he’d assumed. “Apologies. I thought nobody else would be here at this hour.”
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@sainthey , continued.
years and years of leading the hackett’s summer camp led to knowing what went on in the mind’s of teenagers and young adults. he’s spent enough time with the campers and counselors alike to know they didn’t always think things through, that they liked to rebel, even a little bit. they liked to have fun. which meant emma wasn’t the first person he’d seen sneaking out of the years, and she definitely wouldn’t be the last. it was really just bad timing. chris couldn’t sleep, so walking around the campgrounds seemed like a good option. when he spotted emma creeping out from her cabin, he had to grin a bit and shake his head before approaching. pulling her up into his office seemed like this could be a bad meeting, but the last thing mr. hackett wanted to do was make her think she was in hot water. rather, he wanted to teach her a valuable life lesson.
‘ you’re not in trouble, emma. y’think i don’t know what you kids get up to when i’m asleep? ’ chris gives a half sigh half chuckle, the man straightening a stack of papers on his desk. ‘ all i want is a little honesty. it goes a long way, ’ chris truly thought it was the best policy, too. ‘ it’s not always safe for you guys t’be out’ve your cabins at night. you should think it through next time, maybe take a buddy . . . to th’bathroom, ’ knowing smile rests on thin lips. ‘ loud and clear? ’
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