#she couldve just like spun around at hi speed and taken somebody out with that thing it was so cool

[july-19th-club]

dreamed once again about amy [redacted] and this time we were at our old high school for some reason or another and i owned a really cool but finicky vintage car. she was wearing a grey sweatshirt with faded pink roses on it and i was like. what is wrong with you ive never seen you wear florals in my life

#same old longass jean skirt tho so in the dream im thinking oh............she never stopped being fundie........ :( #this was the butchest kid i knew growing up but she was living in a fundie skirts and long hair family #so she would wear under armour hoodies and the least skirtlike skirts she could manage which usually meant like #a pair of jeans but with the inside seams sewn together so now they were a skirt #and she had this long long long braid but it was the most practical least girly braid as well #she would ball up the end of it where it was thinnest into this like. BOLUS of hair and wrap the tie around that #she couldve just like spun around at hi speed and taken somebody out with that thing it was so cool #she had an eyebrow scar. she had like. a really husky voice #she played every sport but only in gym class (where she wore. literally leggings and a SHORTER jean skirt) #because if she had joined a team i presume she wouldve had to wear the uniform & no shorts for amy #every day i hope she left and i wonder how she's doing #of course as a kid i didnt know what i had on her was a crush i just thought she was super intimidating #and you know when somebody's super intimidating you can't take your eyes off them and you think about them all the time #anyway amy if you're out there. #like okay butch IS in part a state of mind and she was the first person to prove that to me