I honestly donāt think these people donāt understandā¦ Iām a very complicated person. I know I am. My mind can scare even a well trained psychiatrist believe it or not.. mentally Iāve been beaten to a pulp. To a point where I hated who I wasā¦ pero thenā¦. She came into my life.. š„¹š„¹š„¹ this beautiful soul that has changed my perspective.. thatās healed how I think and mentally has kept me at bay.. Sheās more than just flesh. Sheās more than just a woman. Sheās more than just for sexā¦ for me. Sheās my safety.. sheās my paradise. My peace.. Sheās given me love that I donāt even deserve if I can be completely honest.. for I am nothing but a man. Sheās been through and gone through so much.. She deserves everythingā¦ and she chose me to make her happy.. she chose me to be her safety. Her peace. Her paradiseā¦ I wasnāt a jealous man before.. and Iāll admit this because this how different she is.. Iāve never been so protective over anyone beforeā¦ and how she has been treating me and giving me this amount of love.. I have to go into Nipsey mode and go based off what he once saidā¦ I have to protect her heart now. Sheās given me reason to protect her from ever getting hurt or disrespected. I mean Im not gonna lie. Iām sure some of yāall can try to keep up with meā¦ and some that can keep up and more. But trust when I say this to everyone or anyone that reads thisā¦ Iāll go past beyond my limits for her. Iāll ride or die for her. For herā¦ Iāll burn half the fucking world.. and donāt try me because I am willing to do that for her. Sheās proven to me that she is someone that can never be replaced or replicated. Sheās shown me that she isnāt afraid to love my son as if he was her own.. I canāt afford to lose such an intelligent and beautiful human being and Iāll be damned if I let some buster try to slide in between what we got going on.. Sheās my entire universe and trust me homie.. this T. Rex bites. One bite and you done.. look it up lol ok.. glad I got that off my chest š
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