#she was 21 when she died..... stubborn little freak of a tortoiseshell

[strawberrypaw]

its been over a month and i am still so sad it literally physically hurts

#i miss my kitty so so bad #finally got him an urn and i just broke down trying to paint it last night and cried myself to sleep lmao #i haven't lost a cat in over 10 years #last time a cat of mine died i was 16 and she was technically my dad's cat #i had already left home and he didn't even tell me until she'd been dead for 2 weeks #spanky cat..... my dad got her 5 years before i was born #she was 21 when she died..... stubborn little freak of a tortoiseshell #dear old spanky cat whyy did you have to give me such an unfair idea of how long a cat should live #i knowwww i know 18 is a good old age but i really thought i had more time. i wasn't ready yet #mau