#i miss my kitty so so bad

[strawberrypaw]

its been over a month and i am still so sad it literally physically hurts

#i miss my kitty so so bad #finally got him an urn and i just broke down trying to paint it last night and cried myself to sleep lmao #i haven't lost a cat in over 10 years #last time a cat of mine died i was 16 and she was technically my dad's cat #i had already left home and he didn't even tell me until she'd been dead for 2 weeks #spanky cat..... my dad got her 5 years before i was born #she was 21 when she died..... stubborn little freak of a tortoiseshell #dear old spanky cat whyy did you have to give me such an unfair idea of how long a cat should live #i knowwww i know 18 is a good old age but i really thought i had more time. i wasn't ready yet #mau

[hairydykecunt]

meeeee

#kitty irl #i wish i took pics With my face but i didnt rlly like how my makeup looked. the eyeliner was sick but i was missing something so i looked + #a bit off… maybe lashes… or more eyeshadow…. who knows #ideally id love to go out dressed like this but wah. no fun group hangouts were i Can i guess. like i want to go to a party soooo bad

[caramelcuppaccino]

09.04.2023 • sunday

my friend and i studied in our dorm's cafeteria together yesterday :].

#to my babylove and kitty fairy i miss you so bad and once i'm done with this goddamn assignment i'm yours #actually i'm always yours but you get it #studying #studyblr #studyspo #studystudystudy #study blog #study motivation #studygram #student #studyinspo #lunlunstudies #need to study #study hard #studying aesthetic #productivity #studywithme #food #food tw

[wikitpowers]

how do i tell my mum that i'm sad because [2] not-so-straight fictional men are sad and not together when they should be

#i am losing my marbles #i miss them so bad #take a wild one who im talking about #kit herondale #ty blackthorn #kit x ty #kitty #the dark artifices #the wicked powers #tda #twp #tsc #the last king of faerie #tlkof

[pastafossa]

I was feeling really down about Cato today. I have to throw out some of his stuff he was sick on before he passed, stuff I can't save like his little electric cat bed, even if I'm keeping and cleaning what I can. So I went up to lay down, but even that was sad and lonely since Cato always napped with me.

Then Fig comes marching in. Makes his way to the spot by my pillow I always left open for Cato.

It needs to be said - Fig is not a cuddler. It isn't that he isn't affectionate. He is. He's very chatty and friendly, loves a quick pet, always wants to hang out nearby. But he does not cuddle up.

He did, this time. He flopped down into Cato's spot, meowed at me, and made sure he was touching my arm. Then he went to sleep, so that I could still nap with a cat next to me, just like before. It wasn't exactly like Cato. It never will be. But it was nice, and it helped more than I expected.

#i miss my old kitty so much #and the grief is still very fresh and raw #but Figgy helped a lot today #i needed that little kitty cuddle so bad #and it means something that he NEVER cuddles but chose to today right when i needed it

[redcofu]

#im sorry for not posting anything lately #tw death #my beloved cat Rey passed away and im just #im so tired of losing my beloved ones #I've just begun to recover a little from my dad's passing and now it's Rey and i feel exactly like i did like a year ago #when i started therapy because it was really bad #and now it's all over again #first it was my lovely childhood cat Max #then dad #and now Rey #he was the cuddliest kitty in the world #i will always miss them

[g4yr4t]

everything looks and feels different and wrong. nothing feels real except for when I remember why I'm sad and then it's too real and too much. it feels like I'm in some alternate universe where everything is slightly shittier in a way I just can't put my finger on.

#babble and blather #I really miss her guys #I really miss my kitty #I want her back so bad #I can't stand that I'm never going to see her again #or pet her or brush her or pick her up #I hate this a lot

[whothefuckiskatlyn]

for when you’re making out covered in blood or whatever

#someone sent me an ask saying they miss when I post my playlists #so here is one in my constant rotation #go check it out and tell me what you think #music #mine #spotify playlists #888 #vampires #narrow head #interpol #motionless in white #slipknot #pixies #mr kitty #boy harsher #sleep token #a perfect circle #jah phnx #nine inch nails #social order #sisters of mercy #deftones #she pleasures herself #mareux #misfits #him #bad omens #godsmack #Alice in chains #silent planet

[quasieli]

Someone yell at me to get off petfinder or I may end up adopting two tabby/calico sisters

#Eli Speaks #their names are Mila and Mika and I'm 🥺🥺 #alas i cant either way #not unless i can scrounge up the like $350 to adopt both of them #not even counting all the stuff id have to get for the house for kittens #one day #i prob shouldnt get a cat while im in FL #but I may be stupid #I just really want a kitty again #been almost a year since Maddie passed #and we had to give up Myka when we moved (long story) #so its been a cat free 6 months #and id had maddie since i was 12 #i just miss having a cat #i miss my girl #im okay im just sappy tonight #and i want a calico baby so bad

[catboyfurina]

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#beeep #cool coping mechanisms lifehack if u isolate urself effecticely u cant be a mean downer #I'm not doing it effectively enough #i miss him so bad i want my kitty back

[stabbingandorbeingstabbed]

this is conk crete thee cat btw :-) when my mom leaves for work sometimes i can hear her meowing outside so i lock bean dip behind the baby gate in the kitchen and bring conk crete in to thaw from the cold <3 the other day i let her explore the bathroom bc there's nothing for her to hide under out of my reach in there lmao

#i wish we could adopt her so sooo bad she's so sweet and i don't think she belongs to anyone in the neighborhood #like nobody knows where she came from #i think our neighbor is taking her to get fixed but all our neighbors have dogs so none of us can just take her in without complications :-( #the closer to actual winter we get the more i wonder if i should try to take her to a shelter #i would miss her so much but since my parents aren't interested in taking her in at least she would be warm at a shelter :-( #and maybe she could find a loving home 😭😭😭😭 #bro i love her so much i wish i could have a puppy and a kitty 😭😭😭😭😭

[francisforever2014]

okay i’m finally almost done with my shift (been doing nothing for 3 hours) and then i have a break which i’m going to use to STUDY for my my final for that dumb gen ed class that’s this afternoon…… i only started studying at 7 last night but i’ve been doing so well that i only need a 66% to get an A……. um it could really go either way but i just couldn’t bring myself to care and i still don’t ! tbh . anyways then i get to go home and pack and clean and throw out everything that will go bad in my fridge while i’m gone for a month … and then tomorrow morning i get to give my cat kitty xanax and get on a plane tf outta here

#if this is the class that ruins my 4.0 i will be very upset tho…… #like it doesn’t matter but if i’m gonna break my streak it should be over something that matters + is genuinely hard #anyways i can’t wait for tomorrow <3 can’t believe tomorrow night i’ll be with my sister and ouppy :) #i always miss my apartment + my life as soon as i’m back at my moms but at least this time i get my kitty with me #and i get need a break so fucking bad i could be going on break to the pits of hell as far as i care

[oars]

I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE HAPPILY PLAYING BALDURS GATE RN

#crying over my dogs bc i miss them so bad. bc i saw a cute dummy kitty that made me miss having pets

[tamarieatsbatteries175]

ZERAORAS YOUR MEME SQUAD

#GONNA RANT ABOUT HOW MUCH I LOVE ZERAORA ♡♡♡♡ #Reason 1. SO. DAMN. CUTE #I COULD DIE #IF ANYTHING BAD HAPPENS TO ZERAORA #I CEASE TO EXIST. #Reason 2. VERY KITTY. #Reason 3. JUST L O O K A T T H E M #OH MY GOOOOD #Reason 4. ELECTRIC CAT??? HELL YEAH #And now i rant about how Zeraora should come back in future games. and other stuff. #I AM SO A N G R Y AT MYSELF FOR MISSING THE SHINY ZERAORA EVENT FROM LIKE 3 YEARS AGO ON POKEMON SWORD #CUZ NOW I CANT HAVE A N Y ZERAORAS :[ WHY GAMEFREAK WHYYYYYYY #TAKE THEM TO POKEMON VIOLET #AS LIKE #IDK A 7 STAR RAID OR SOME SHIT. I JUST WANT MY SILLY MAN #THE WORST PART: I DONT HAVE THE MONEY TO GET WHATEVER CONSOLE SUN AND MOON ARE ON CUZ THAT SHIT IS PROBABLY EXPENSIVE AS HELL #WTF MAN #In conclusion: Zeraora is love and Zeraora is life. Live laugh Zeraora. #Thank you for coming to my tedtalk. #sillyart #zeraora #i aint tagging allat

[watermelinoe]

i can't get clear pictures of victoria w her eyes open bc she has two modes KILLING AND VIOLENCE and snooooork mimimimi

#she's a sweet cat she's just a homicidal maniac #rn she is huddled next to me on the bed facing the doorway to be ready for all possible threats #but when she conks out she gives zero fucks abt anything #she'll snuggle up on me or next to me and it's lights out #apparently she only recently became adoptable according to the woman i got her from #like she just decided one day that she liked people after all #i miss lily every single day but i'm also happy we happened to be in the right place + time to take victoria #she was so sick and scared and hid in the corner of my closet when we brought her home #but the first night she came up on the bed and laid a careful distance away from me... #and once she had her bad teeth removed and the ear mites exterminated she was like a brand new kitty cat #there was no adoption fee bc it wasn't an official adoption but i think her previous owner knew she needed care that she couldn't afford #i felt really guilty abt the vet bills for a cat i picked out but my dad adores her and tells me all the time he's happy we took her home #i just wish i could get better pics bc she's so cute!!! lily would pose for me all the time but victoria wants to eat my phone fkjhgfdjh

[slicedblackolives]

as it is my birthday. i want u all to behold my baby. ty.

#bad photos But they show Personality #i miss her so much she's so playful but the bestest mom like #gods specialest little baby my love. my cattya. #shes so active!!!! she jumps so high!!!!!! she loves peacock feathers. but #i cant take photos of her when shes not sitting with her babies #im afraid im being sexist and letting her motherhood overtake her colourful personality but she is #a princess. a rogue. a seasoned killer. kittie cat baby girl. anyway.