#sick and tired of being in my divorced era fr

[quillkiller]

omg im gonna be alone forever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#stupidest post in the world im sorry i just had to get it out of my system agshdhsjsjfjdj #sick and tired of being in my divorced era fr #i used to date sooooooo much before my ex like i was a bit of a slut. and now i have NO energy #cannot find it within myself to ? try to date? are you KIDDING me #but i miss intimacy and sex and being held and kissing #STUPID POST! #i also have TRAUMA!!!!!!! because of my abusive ex #MOST UNCOMORTABLE THING IN THE WORLD KNOWING THAT RELATIONSHIP GENUINELY CHANGED ME AND LIKE. not for the better #it changed me for the WORSE #which is just SO FUCKING UNFAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!????????? #anyway thats all #im divorced and single and i used to be fun and a little slutty and exciting and now in just. not anymore #now im just. traumatized and older and scared of relationships #scared of like. someone hurting me again HAHA #oh well #scared that im inherently bad and people want to hurt me on purpose #will delete later probably sorry this is stupid and embarrassing