#side note but bc of tumblr’s demographic & the general vibes here I assume everyone around me irl struggles w the same underlying anxiety

[stuckinapril]

how do some people just go about their day without crippling anxiety?? that lifestyle is so beyond me i cannot even conceptualize it. i have to hype myself up to do even the simplest shit

#had a meeting w a prof today and was actively hyping myself up while walking to his office LMAO #side note but bc of tumblr’s demographic & the general vibes here I assume everyone around me irl struggles w the same underlying anxiety #(which is not true) #but it’s wild whenever I meet people who don’t give a fuck #or I should say simply don’t have anxiety bc anxiety is not always a choice/mindset #it’s just like. how do u exist?? without affirmations I’d be NOTHING #p