#siiiiigh i am terrified of this process but I want it so badly

[rahleeyah]

Not me daydreaming about the townhouse I wanna buy and how I want to turn the spare bedroom into a library with floor to ceiling shelves and a cute little daybed and cubbies on the bottom shelf for Sammy to lie in 😭

#i grew up in a house where my sister and u shared a bedroom but the dining room had been converted to a library #a library that also served as a baby nursery and a bedroom for my dad later on #like that library wore a lot of hats #but my parents were like yeah fuck your formal dining room we need a fucking library #and i want one now so badly #there's shelves all over my apartment and it makes it feel crowded and my books are scattered everywhere #i mean don't get me wrong i know where every single one of them is but still #siiiiigh i am terrified of this process but I want it so badly