#so its worth at least going where people might equally be interested and quietly faffing around in a fresh space

[floorpancakes]

i do actually tweet about other things but lately ive just posted all my holic thoughts here. not out of shame i just need the space. everyone over on tweeter knows im an embarrassing holicinator over there already LMAOO

#i feel like when i tweet abt holic everyone just ignores it fjdjdjdkdk #also im awful at starting conversations so i never know how to approach actual other fans #its funny its not even the most obscure thing im into (COUGH COUGH ose and hasumin) but #i follow and interact w other ose and hasumin fans already #heck i try to participate in stuff when i can for hasumin altho im unreliable #i think my oshi happi and hachimaki are coming in the next few months AAAA #theyre so pretty one of my fav artists designed them #i think some ppl might be able to wear them and gather at moiw...i wish i could go its a goal to attend a fanmeet one day #anyway holic isnt even near my most niche interest but barely anybody like REGULARLY talks about it #heck loads of nijimems know it and liked it but its not seen as common to casually bring it ip #thinking abt how ike got into screamo from practicing watanukis voice LMAOOOO #knew he was a real one after that revelation ike the world #anyway im awkward and i need spaces to ramble #i dont like compartmentalising but its more welcomed and easier to ramble in a space like this yakno #plus i get less embarrassed going off on one #im a firm disbeliever in being discouraged out of anxiety of being seen as uncool but #noone talks abt holic rly!!! not many at least #so its worth at least going where people might equally be interested and quietly faffing around in a fresh space #'fresh' i say with a fucking happy 2007 banner 😭 #well #i febreezed it we cool we cool