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eitelle · 3 years

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Sorry for just attending now 😔

Soo how about I take one Kenma x reader romantic unsweetened coffee? With two pumps of fake dating, your writing style, a song of your choice, a bit of teasing between the characters. End it however you like but don’t give me depression 😭 (Here’s a little tip 💵💵💵 dw im rich)

#reis anime musical collection

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the song of the day is: lover by taylor swift! just trust me here

“ Can we always be this close forever and ever? ,,

what a foolish promise. it was your 18th birthday and you couldnt help but sit in your college dorm thinking about how wonderful your ex was doing. you two had a summer romance. a real one, but like most it didnt last. you were from miyagi, he was from tokyo; it just didnt work out. sure it was cliche, but why does that have to be a bad thing?

“ And ah, take me out, and take me home (forever and ever) ,,

as you reminisce on your last date, the one that ended in him sending you home with your heart in pieces there was a knock on your door.

“ You're my, my, my, my ,,

walking up to get it thinking it was your best friend? you open the door in sweats and a loose t-shirt, thai food staining a bit on your pants.

“ Lover ,,

as the door swings open you stand in shock as you see your old flame (whos feelings for you and your feelings for him never went away) in obvious distress at your college dorm doorstep.

as he pushes himself in the small dorm he seats himself on your bed with horrendous posture.

“yn i know im the worst person you should be seeing right now,” he starts.

“damn right,” you snort, rolling your eyes and tapping your feet. “go on, the days almost over i just want to watch my anime.”

“ok uh how do i put this, because of our. relationship,” he explains awkwardly, wording it in such a weird way. “it would be so realistic if you could be my date to this gamer expo. i dont want to get harassed you see and obviously you know how popular i am.”

“haha nice try bud. its a no from me.”

“ill give you mone-”

“when and where.”

and just like that, the two exes reconnected with a fake relationship.

“ Ladies and gentlemen, will you please stand? ,,

at the expo it was time for kenma and you to man his panel. “KENMA KODZUKEN AHHH AHHH AHHHHHH” you heard from each fangirl and from each one as soon as the saw you with your hand possessively around his waist they shut up got what they wanted and left in disgust. finally nearing the time for q&a and the final speech, you realize how great the day had been. how secure, safe, and whole you felt with him. it was the same feeling you had when you were just a couple of teenagers in love 3 summers ago.

“ With every guitar string scar on my hand / I take this magnetic force of a man to be my lover ,,

at the q&a it was smooth, your nerves and his nerves hyper activated so your hands were interlocked under the table, his thumb dancing over your knuckles. in that moment you felt so content you couldnt even remember why you hated him or why you were even pretending.

“mr. kodzuken? i have a question for you. uh who is the person next to you? a significant other?” you hear from a fan relaxing when you hear how sweetly the question was worded.

“kenma,” you whisper away from the microphone, “i got this one.”

“hi,” you respond, “i am in fact kenmas significant other. we met three summers ago and we reconnected at the start of last year.”

as you hear the whispers ripple throughout the crowd they all seem to notice as kenma puts his arm behind you, thumb rubbling circles in the lower half of your back. “you did good, thank you. one more event and we’re done and we can go our separate ways.”

as your eyes start to tear up at that, yet another harsh reminder that you didnt belong here. you didnt belong with him. in fact you hated him, he was your ex who broke up with you and this “relationship” is fake. it was all fake.

“mhm yeah one more event and i get my money huh,” you chuckle, trying to joke lightly, nudging your shoulder into his subtly.

“ My heart's been borrowed and yours has been blue ,,

at the event you walked up with kenma, the stiffest youd been all day and of course he noticed it. he still cared about you. he didnt go to you in specific for no reason, he couldve gone alone. he really didnt need a date, this event wasnt that sort of thing but he couldnt help it. he felt butterflies and nerves and anxiety when your name came up. fake dating you for a day taught kenma one thing: he was still madly in love with you. but it also taught him another: he could never bring you into this world. it was painfully obvious you didnt fit here and he could never do that to you. prioritizing you, kenma decided after today he would let you go.

feeling the same butterflies when stepping up to the podium with you, all of his thoughts and speech were lost. tapping you twice on your arm, you remembered from that summer what it meant.

one tap: im uncomfy

two taps: i cant do this

three taps: get me out of here.

“ All's well that ends well to end up with you ,,

stepping up you decide to take this speech onto your own hands. it was an acceptance speech and a thank you speech to all of his fans, only you had to deliver it. cant be that hard right? if it was for kenma anything was worth it.

“ Swear to be overdramatic and true to my lover ,,

“hi everyone. kenma doesnt do well in pubic settings for speeches so as his s/o i am delivering his speech as best i can and hopefully conveying his feelings about yall to yall,” at the lack of response you get the confidence to continue. “i obviously do not belong here. this isnt my setting, but it is kenmas. he has amassed all of yall and all of these awarda smd achievements in such little time and hes so proud and thankful of all of you. his success would be nowhere without any of you. he is my boyfriend and even thought this is new to you guys its new to us too. ill treat him well dont worry, and he hopes that hes treated you all well. thank you.”

at the standing ovation you received, kenma guided you down the stairs and ushered you into the car.

“you did great n/n,” his old nickname for you slipping out as he gives you a kiss on the cheek making you flustered as hell.

“ And you'll save all your dirtiest jokes for me ,,

“well mr kenma, now that the hard part is over lets strip down to our unmentionables shall we?” you say winking at him with your newfound confidence as an attempt to mask your sadness that your relationship was over with the day. sure it was fake, the feelings werent. that you were sure of.

“ok then y/n, but first heres your money. you did a great job today, thank you for helping me,” he says giving you a huge wad of cash. “is this enough?”

“god kenma you just dont get it huh? of course its enough, if i wanted this relationship to stay fake. but i dont. and i hate myself for that. all i want to do is be able to say, ‘and at every table, I'll save you a seat, lover’ but your not mine. this is fake. but my feelings arent,” you rant, tears fallibg from your eyes.

“i wanted to shield you from this world yn,” kenma says softly as he reaches out to grab your hands as he meets your eyes. “i was truing to let you go because i prioritize you. i will always prioritize you. but sometimes we have our selfish moments. im sorry for making you cry baby,” he finishes grabbing your face in a kiss.

“Can I go where you go? Can we always be this close forever and ever?” you ask, repeating the same promise you asked him all those years ago.

“always.”

#THIS SONGW SIGAISHDHD #so… i got kinda carried away….#reis anime musical collection #hope u like baby!

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