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yeonjunszn · 2 years

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so sick !

pairing: idol!lee heeseung x non-idol!f!reader

genres: fluff﹒crack﹒smallest amount of angst possible

warnings: mature language (nothing new), strangers to friends to lovers, mentions of cheating (its not from any of the mcs), unfunny jokes, the plot takes place during/starting with the release of dimension : dilemma and will end around dimension : answer era, uni!au bc reader is a uni student, reader is literally the sweetest person alive laurv her saur much, heeseung is borderline insane, but so is reader’s entire friend group so whatever, everyone except enhypen are uni students, the only idols are enha, also (for clarification since they are name dropped) — txt exists in this universe without gyu and tyun, more warnings per individual chapter!

feat: the rest of enhypen, ryujin from itzy, sumin from stayc, taehyun and beomgyu from txt, hyunjin and felix from skz

summary: when your boyfriend of almost eight years cheats on you your senior year of university, you decide that you’re done with anything and everything to do with love. that is, until you meet a guy who sings love songs for a living.

status: completed!

started: may 21, 2022

ended: september 13, 2022

— WOWWW CANT BELIEVE MIXED UP IS DONE 🙁🙁 i’m kinda sad but it’s okay!! bc we have this baby here now!! i got the inspiration for this from so sick by ne-yo and also that one song by lauv that heeseung sang on i-land LMFAO

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profiles: sunshine y/n & friends | 7 overgrown children | the fake fan accounts

zero. happy anniversary, asshole (477)

one. self love >>

two. hypehouseification of lee heeseung

three. double homicide

four. australianized tamed-dashed

five. why is he kinda..

six. pneumonia

seven. partner project in english

eight. happy birthday heeseung

nine. AWOOOOO 🐺

ten. stuck together (1.3k)

eleven. congrats! or sorry that happened!

twelve. can this be us

thirteen. down baddery and stalking

fourteen. ayo hitman bang introduces

fifteen. s(he) be(lie)ve(d)

sixteen. sevendeez nuts

seventeen. #emo #different #notlikeothergirls

eighteen. jungwon my savior

nineteen. sexy starfish

twenty. bring it on the musical

twenty one. simpy mcsimpson

twenty two. peer pressure is a bitch

twenty three. Y/N.EXE HAS CRASHED

twenty four. they grow up so fast

twenty five. october 30th (3.9k)

twenty six. back off.

twenty seven. h-hyunjin being logical ??

twenty eight. coffee again

twenty nine. jongseonglations

thirty. illegal and banned in 27 countries

thirty one. questions

thirty two. *screams quietly*

thirty three. 11/11 11:11

thirty four. stfu glee boy

thirty five. everything is fine

thirty six. worth it (830)

thirty seven. heeseung hate club

thirty eight. seoul uni’s ms. sunshine condoning violence

thirty nine. rest in piece cookie 💔💔😔

forty. let me love you (until you learn to love yourself)

forty one. taylor swift

forty two. he’s insane

forty three. more than friends less than lovers

forty four. thankful for you

forty five. feels so right (1k)

forty six. a pick me boy :/

forty seven. touch some grass

forty eight. life update: it got worse

forty nine. can’t stay away

fifty. no longer bitchless (1.3k)

fifty one. engenes better sleep with one eye open

fifty two. merry christmas my beautiful swan

fifty three. IM GONNA STRANGLE YOU (affectionately)

fifty four. he is human too

fifty five. taehyun be fucking fr

fifty six. twt user enhatranslate

fifty seven. proud gf moment

end. polaroid love

BONUSES

one. anonymous source

two. date night

three. best thread ever

four. y/n outsold floplift

five. ban enhypen_members

six. that feeling when

#SAUR EXCITED #i hope i do this justice LMFAO i’m in love with the plot tbh #i’m also happy that i can give riki his gremlin personality finally #enhypen smau #enhypen social media au #enhypen socmed au #enha smau #enha socmed au #enha social media au #enhypen heeseung smau #enhypen heeseung x reader #lee heeseung smau #lee heeseung x reader #⭒ — fluffy fluff #🦌 — lhs #so.sick.heeseung❤️‍🩹#yeonjunszn

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yeonjunszn · 1 year

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so sick ! — bonus 3

pairing: idol!lee heeseung x non-idol!f!reader

— bringing her back bc of this ask 🫶

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bonus three: best thread ever

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#enhypen smau #enhypen social media au #enhypen socmed au #enha smau #enha social media au #enha socmed au #enhypen heeseung x reader #enhypen heeseung smau #lee heeseung x reader #lee heeseung smau #so.sick.heeseung❤️‍🩹

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yeonjunszn · 2 years

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so sick ! — end

pairing: idol!lee heeseung x non-idol!f!reader

— oh my fucking god. we’ve reach the end. what if i cried rn. THANK U ALL SO MUCH FOR READING AND STICKING WITH SO SICK! 🫶 if u’ve been here since the beginning ilysm. and if u’ve only been here since fifty seven, i still love u. we’ve been going strong since MAY that’s so fucking insane to me. this smau was my baby and it means so much to me that she received so much support. pls stay tuned bc i have a few bonus chapters that will be put out in the future + more smaus to come!!

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#THE END T_T #enhypen smau #enhypen social media au #enhypen socmed au #enha smau #enha social media au #enha socmed au #enhypen heeseung x reader #enhypen heeseung smau #lee heeseung x reader #lee heeseung smau #so.sick.heeseung❤️‍🩹#yeonjunszn

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so sick ! — 25

pairing: idol!lee heeseung x non-idol!f!reader

— SORRY FOR THE DELAY I WORKED ALL WEEK AND I WAS SO TIRED BUT ITS FINALLY HERE 😈 the moment we’ve all been waiting for 🥳 (everything is after the cut!)

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twenty five: october 30th (3.9k)

“y/n! y/n, wake up right now.” sumin’s voice rings in your ears. you crack an eye open, flinching at how close her face was to yours. she smiles widely and stands up straight. “great! you’re up. we’re gonna meet with the guys for breakfast so we can go over tonight’s game plan.”

you cover your mouth as you yawn, nodding in confirmation. she leaves the room so you can get ready. it takes about fifteen minutes and you find your roommates waiting for you in the living room. it isn’t much longer until you’re at the little cafe just outside of campus, the rest of your friend group sitting down inside. you seat yourself between ryujin and beomgyu, taehyun directly across from you.

“good morning, sunshine,” beomgyu grins, nudging your shoulder when you smile at him tiredly. “we ordered already and i got you your favorite.”

“you’re my hero.” you joke, poking his arm.

“alright, so what’s going on tonight?” hyunjin says, patting the surface of the table.

“do y’all have your costumes?” ryujin asks. everyone nods.

“i’m yoshi, right?” the bleach blonde asks. felix raises a hand in protest.

“no, what the fuck. i’m yoshi. you’re supposed to be toad. i bought the stupid onesie on amazon so it’s too late to switch.” he shakes his head, giving the waitress a tight lipped smile when she passes out the coffees.

“i bought one, too!” hyunjin complains. you sip at your iced coffee in mild amusement. “mine is the yellow one, though, cause they were sold out of green.”

“oh thank god, i did not wanna match with you. mine is green.” felix sighs in relief, leaning back into his chair. ryujin snorts, some of her drink splattering onto the table. sumin slaps a hand over her mouth before she starts laughing too loud.

“this is why i don’t like to be seen in public with all of you,” taehyun rolls his eyes. “now that that issue has been resolved, can we please move on?”

“yes,” sumin says between giggles, taking a deep breath to calm herself. “i actually have an important question for y/n.”

you set down your coffee and tilt your head to the side. “yeah?”

“the one thing we haven’t really discussed is the fact that this is siwoo’s party,” her lips curl downward slightly. “and well, you practically invited a date. what are you gonna do if he tries to talk to you?”

you swallow thickly, scratching the top of your head. you’d forgotten that your ex boyfriend was a party host. you’d also forgotten that while he was bringing along some friends, heeseung was technically considered a date. throughout the duration of your relationship, siwoo was the jealous type. (which was odd since he cheated on you, so there was no point.) if another guy so much as even blinked in your direction, he would lose his shit. you think it probably had to do with your politeness too.

because of this, you never told him about beomgyu’s feelings for you out of fear that he’d make you cut ties with your best friend.

and even though he was the reason you broke up, you couldn’t help but feel bad that you were inviting someone. to be fair, you and heeseung were just friends. sure, he made you smile at your phone like a schoolgirl with a silly little crush, but it wasn’t anything beyond that. and you weren’t even ready for something more anytime soon.

your friends take note of your silence and realize just how fresh the break up is in both your mind and your heart. they knew that the constant banter and smiles you showcased were just that, for show. your kindness would sometimes outweigh your true emotions. they understood that you didn’t want to put your own feelings first, instead caring about theirs and not wanting to be a burden. it was sweet of you, but they didn’t want you to suffer alone.

beomgyu pulls you into his side, exhaling through his nose when he feels your shoulders start to move up and down. it hurt them all to see you in so much pain, and it hurt even more knowing it had been bottled up this entire time.

“i’m so sorry, n/n,” sumin frowns. “i didn’t realize that you were still so upset over him. i didn’t mean to make you sad.”

you sniffle, hiding in beomgyu’s chest as you wipe your face to seem more presentable. “it’s okay, sum. you didn’t know. and to be honest, i didn’t either.”

ryujin rubs your back soothingly and that’s the end of that conversation.

as a performer, heeseung isn’t immune to getting nervous.

in fact, he’s almost always nervous. whether it be in the recording studio, on stage, or during a vlive. the thought that he’s being perceived by so many people is a bit scary to think about, no matter how grateful he is for the opportunity.

but no amount of time being an idol could prepare him for how nervous he was about tonight.

he texts you on an almost daily basis and talks to you every tuesday and thursday, yet for some reason, seeing you outside of class was terrifying. what if you took one look at him and figured out the front he’s put up? what if you took one look at him and saw just how infatuated he was with you?

this would be your first time seeing him without a mask for him to hide behind. it was like he was baring himself to you. so i guess you could say he had every right to be afraid.

“heeseung, what are we even gonna wear?” sunghoon raises an eyebrow, the other two 02z sitting on either side of him. “just because you’re gonna reveal yourself, doesn’t mean we are.”

“yeah i’d like to stay as inconspicuous as possible.” jay adds, laying back onto the bed, his arms behind his head. jake smacks his stomach and he bounces up, grunting. “what was the reason for doing that??”

“my intrusive thoughts, sorry.” the australian smiles, cupping his cheeks innocently.

“i hope jungwon brings maeumi over again and he pisses all over your shoes.”

“what the fuck jay. how could you say that to me?”

heeseung looks at the two younger males with disgust at their conversation and sunghoon bursts into a fit of laughter. “why are you acting like you haven’t said weirder shit before?”

“yeah heeseung, did you forget that you’re a literal stalker?” jay jokes, ignoring jake’s whining that ‘manifestation is a real thing and i’m gonna blame you if maeumi actually pees on my shoes in the future.’

“yah! why do you have to be so disrespectful to your hyung?” heeseung pouts. “besides, i am not a stalker. so please stop calling me that.”

“okay stalker.” sunghoon grins, running out of the room before the older can hit him.

“one of these days, i really am gonna reach my last straw and it’ll be all of your faults,” the green haired male sighs, pinching the bridge of his nose. “anyways. should we match costumes?”

“absolutely not.”

“no wait, that has the potential of being cool,” jake nods. “we could do like classic horror movie villains. y’know? like michael myers and jason voorhees.”

“jake there are four of us. what about the other two?” jay deadpans.

“wait let me think,” he says, holding up a finger. “jigsaw and ghostface! and it’s even better cause they all wear masks and their outfits are simple.”

“you should be jigsaw since you’re the shortest,” sunghoon teases, coming back into the room with a bowl of tteokbokki. “aww, imagine how cute jakey would look wearing a bow tie and riding around on a tiny tricycle.” the brunette’s lips turn into a thin line as he stares at the younger with unamusement.

“i am not wearing a fuck ass bow tie.” jay and heeseung start laughing at that, the boy looking about as intimidating as a puppy.

“me and jay should be michael and jason since we look best in mechanic outfits,” sunghoon suggests, fumbling a bit with his chopsticks as he tries to pick up some tteokbokki. “heeseung, you should be ghostface.”

“i’m down with that. ghostface is cool.”

“i’ll be jason cause it’s kinda funny if you think about it.” jay snorts, sticking his hand out to silently ask sunghoon to share.

“nah this isn’t fair,” jake throws himself back. “i don’t wanna be jigsaw!”

“pick someone else then. no one said you had to be him?”

“oh, what about chucky? no one will really recognize me with the makeup. and i’ll just wear some overalls.” his new idea has him excited again.

“pretty sure you dressed like him once during border : day one and 10 months promotions.”

“i’m going to kill you, jay.”

heeseung smiles to himself, glad that his friends seemed to be more excited for the party now. he felt bad about forcing them to come along, but he’d literally disintegrate if he went alone. he wouldn’t know the first thing about going to a party or how it works. (not that either of the 02z did either, but he’d rather be with people he knows than suffer all by himself.)

he blinks when he realizes that they now needed to go buy these costumes and figure out a way to sneak out of the dorm to the party.

you adjust the plastic tiara on your head with a slight frown. ever since breakfast earlier this morning, you felt yourself reeling. you thought you had been doing good pushing aside the pain of your breakup with siwoo, especially because you hadn’t cried once. (ignoring when you got in your car after finding out that he was cheating on you.)

you didn’t want to give the whole ordeal the time of day. he didn’t deserve your tears or your sadness. and even though hyunjin and beomgyu were right about the fact that he had always been an asshole, it didn’t hurt any less. he betrayed you. he betrayed your trust. and he expected you to just show up to this halloween party like everything was okay?

ryujin and sumin knock on the threshold of your door and you can see them through the reflection of your mirror. they immediately come over to hug you, squeezing you as tightly as possible between them.

“we don’t have to go if you don’t want to. i can always find another party to hit up.” sumin says, smoothing the back of your costume.

you take one look at how hot the three of you look in your princess outfits, tailored shorter to give them a sexier feel. you shake your head ‘no’. you give them a soft smile. “it’s okay. we look too good for me to not walk in like i own the place. i’m gonna show him what he missed out on. plus, i’m not gonna flake on heeseung, that’d be unfair.”

ryujin furrows her brows. “heeseung?”

“yeah? my english partner.” you tilt your head, confused as to why she was confused.

“oh! i don’t think you’ve ever told us his name.” she says. in her head, even his name sounds familiar. she’d have to reconvene with taehyun about it later.

the rest of your friends arrive at your apartment so you could all go to the party together and you have to admit that your matching costumes were really cute. even hyunjin and felix’s yoshi onesies looked adorable. beomgyu and taehyun’s fake mustaches accentuated their mario and luigi costumes. it made it easy to forget about your worries.

the seven of you pull up to siwoo’s friend’s house, where the party was being hosted, and you almost recoil at the amount of people flooding the place. you could hear the music out on the street and the house was so full, there were patrons spilling onto the front lawn. you supposed one of the pros of being rich was living in a neighborhood where the houses were spaced out.

before you go inside, you pull your phone out to text heeseung, letting him know you were already here. you also figured the service would be shitty since there were so many partygoers packed like sardines both up and downstairs.

you and your friends received so many compliments on your matching costumes, the praise helping a great deal with your nerves. the first stop you make is at the drink table, where sumin proudly serves each of you a cup of trash can punch. taehyun grimaces.

“after this, no more. i’m driving back remember?” he points a finger at her and she rolls her eyes.

“yes i know, grandpa.”

you giggle to yourself, sipping slowly at the drink in your red solo cup. you wince at the initial taste, which is more alcohol than punch, but you know you’ll get used to it. (though hopefully not anytime soon because you wanted to be somewhat sober when heeseung showed up.)

beomgyu sneaks in beside you and pats your back gently. “are you feeling better?”

“yeah! i am actually. i think i needed that cry this morning,” you respond, giving him a closed eyed smile in return. “thanks for letting me use your hoodie as a tissue, by the way.”

“it’s no problem. my hoodies are always here if you need another one.” he jokes.

“i cannot believe we’re actually doing this,” jay whisper-yells in the back seat of the uber. “if our manager finds out we’re dead meat.”

“it’s okay. jungwon, sunoo, and riki said they would cover for us if they needed to.” jake says, shifting uncomfortably on heeseung’s lap.

they didn’t want to risk being recognized by their uber driver, so all four of them sat in the back, the shortest member having to lap it. the eldest pinches the bridge of his nose.

“jake, can you stop doing that? my legs are asleep because you’re so fucking heavy.”

“i am not that heavy! if anything i weigh the least out of us all.” he gasps, offended by the comment. sunghoon snorts, holding in the laughter he so badly wanted to release.

as soon as you texted that you were at the party, heeseung and the rest of the hyung line set their escape plan in motion. they ordered an uber to pick them up down the street to avoid suspicion, sneaking out of the dorm as quietly as possible, without triggering the surveillance. sunoo and riki were their watch dogs as they did so, ready to alert them if they would be compromised.

though jungwon said he would bail them out if they got into any trouble, he didn’t want any part in their break out. so instead he was watching tv in the living room while the other two maknaes peeked out of the windows as if they were spies.

now here the four older members were, smushed in the back seat of an uber on their way to the party.

when the car rolls up in front of the house, the boys all but practically fall out, in a rush to stretch their legs and get fresh air. (which was a bit difficult thanks to their masks. ((aside from jake, who looked almost unrecognizable in his chucky costume.))

the aforementioned male looks up at the party venue and whistles. “damn why can’t we live in a house this big?”

“i would pick the room furthest away from all of you.” jay says, and because of his jason mask, they can’t tell if he’s being serious or not.

“okay! let me text y/n and then let’s go in.” heeseung clasps his hands together, pulling out his phone from the pocket of his pants. he didn’t want to look stupid in the black dress that ghostface actually wears, so instead he just wore a black hoodie and black jeans.

when they finally make it inside, they’re met with the smell of sweat, alcohol, and marijuana, two of which being scents they were most definitely not used to. sunghoon gulps, leaning in so his friends could hear him better.

“this is like filming the drunk-dazed music video all over again…”

heeseung blocks out everyone around him, listening intently to see if he could find the person he came here for. it wouldn’t be the hardest feat to manage due to his exceptional listening skills. (and the fact that he had your voice burned into his brain.)

for a second he feels stupid for thinking that idea would work, but then he hears your laugh. his heart skips a beat at how melodic it is, still not used to hearing it so often. he spots you in the crowd along with your friends, watching as you excuse yourself from them, most likely to use the bathroom.

he knows it’s a bit creepy to follow you, but he wanted to talk to you as soon as possible. the boys are perplexed at first, since he walked off without a word, but they quickly realize he must’ve found you and decide to just enjoy the party for themselves.

you’re about five feet away from the bathroom when a hand grabs your shoulder, turning you to face them. your stomach twists when you see that it’s not heeseung, but siwoo, dressed in a pirate costume. he flips up his eyepatch and grins at you. “you came? i’m honestly surprised.”

“i’m with my friends.” you say simply, trying to cut the conversation short. he furrows his eyebrows at how dismissive you’re being. you’ve always been sweet to everyone, even when you’re upset with them. this was something he’d never seen from you before and he didn’t like it.

“why are you speaking to me like that?” his lips press together into a line, showing his distaste.

“i need to use the bathroom, siwoo. please leave me alone.” you sigh. you didn’t want to argue. not here. not now. not ever again. needless to say, you didn’t need to use the bathroom anymore.

“y/n, why do you suddenly think it’s okay to be disrespectful?” he refutes.

not much further away, heeseung can sense the tension coming from the two of you. and from what he could hear, he assumes that asshole was the ex that you told him about. knowing the kind of person you were, non-confrontational, he decides to step in for you.

“hey man, she asked you to leave her alone. it’s not any of my business but i’m not gonna let you talk to a girl that way.” the green haired male says firmly, inserting himself between you and siwoo.

the latter sizes heeseung up as best he can, but because of his mask, he doesn’t have much to work with. just that the difference in height was not worth the fight. siwoo narrows his eyes with a huff and walks away, muttering ‘whatever’ to himself.

you hold a hand to your chest and let out a sigh of relief. heeseung turns around and smiles at you, mentally face palming when he realizes you can’t see it.

“thank you for that, i really appreciate it.” you bow.

he laughs at how cute you are, even dressed like a ‘sexy’ princess peach. you were a cute person inside and out. (he honestly was just trying not to focus on the costume because it was driving him insane and he felt like he might explode from how gorgeous you were. it didn’t help that he was a nintendo fanatic.)

“y/n, it’s me. heeseung.”

“oh my god! i’m so sorry,” you gasp, laughing along with him. “you know, when i invited you, i was not expecting even more of your face to be covered up.”

he scratches the back of his neck and extends his hand. “actually, that’s something i wanted to talk to you about. but we need to be alone. can we go somewhere more private? i promise i’m not gonna kidnap you.”

you were curious about what he had to say, so you nod, accepting his hand and leading him to the bathroom you were going to occupy not too long ago. you lean against the counter, giving him a reassuring smile. “you sound nervous. is everything okay?”

“y/n, i’m not sure if you know this already, but i’m into you. i’m so into you that i’m here right now, about to make the riskiest decision of my life, yet it feels worth it for you. we’ve only known each other for a couple weeks, but it’s like i’ve known you forever. conversation flows so easily with you and i can truly be myself without being afraid that you’ll judge me,” heeseung exhales, fiddling with his fingers. “i know you just got out of a really long relationship and i know things didn’t end well, so i don’t expect you to feel the same. however, i needed to come clean before i do this. and i need to do this so you can find out from me firsthand.”

your heart beats a mile a minute, pounding so fast you think it’ll leap out of your chest. you weren’t sure how heeseung felt about you and now that you knew, you thought you might pass out. his confession wasn’t even the most confusing part, aside from blindsiding you. what was it that he so desperately needed to do?

he takes a deep breath when your eyebrows knit together and reaches for the bottom of his ghostface mask, pulling it up anxiously. he catches his reflection in the mirror behind you, using his free hand to ruffle his disheveled hair.

your eyes widen at the sight before you and suddenly everything clicks in your head; why he always wore a face mask, why he always wore hats, the reason your partners were given so discreetly. he wasn’t just someone who happened to be named lee heeseung.

he was the lee heeseung — enhypen’s ace.

his green hair and kind eyes pair up to the pictures you’ve seen of him on twitter perfectly, and you weren’t prepared for how handsome he was in person. in fact, you weren’t prepared to learn that ‘cute mysterious boy’ from english had been a kpop idol this entire time. you felt a little slow for not connecting the dots sooner.

“please say something.” he says, noticing your silence and your shock.

“i— i don’t know what to… i’m a bit— uh— i’m a bit overwhelmed right now,” that was an understatement. “i’m trying to wrap my head around this.”

he runs a hand through his messy hair and sighs. “i wasn’t supposed to tell you my identity. i wasn’t supposed to tell anyone, for the sake of my privacy at school. the only person who knew was our professor, which is why he’s been so accommodating, but i couldn’t lie to you. it felt wrong. and my members thought you’d be a good exception.”

you half-smile at that, even though your brain was still processing this all. “thank you for telling me, heeseung. it must’ve been so hard to go against the rules for me, but it means a lot that you wanted to be honest with me.”

“in general, you make me want to be the best version of myself that i can be, y/n. i think you have that effect on people.” he laughs nervously.

you tuck a strand of hair behind your ear, looking down briefly when a thought crosses your mind. you glance back up at heeseung. it might not be the brightest of ideas, but there was so much more you needed to discuss, and a bathroom at a party was not the place to do it. “do— do you wanna get out of here for a bit?”

he grins, that signature heeseung grin that you’ve dreamt of seeing without a mask to hide it, and your stomach flutters with butterflies. “yeah. i’d like that.”

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— i just now realized im catching up to my prewritten chapters..

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— i literally want to set everything on fire. my mom made me give my puppy away yesterday and i’m so upset abt it. i only had him for like a month, but i grew so attached to him so it was really hard :( but i understand that i’m not gonna be home enough to take care of him and train him when i start work and i go back to school so i know it’s for the best </3

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summary: when your boyfriend of almost eight years cheats on you your senior year of university, you decide that you��re done with anything and everything to do with love. that is, until you meet a guy who sings love songs for a living.

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thirty six: worth it (830)

you sit in ryujin’s car, parked down the street from the enhypen residence to maintain a low profile. your fingers grip around the steering wheel just a bit tighter out of nervous habit. you would have to text heeseung that you’d arrived in a couple minutes so he could sneak you past the security system.

honestly speaking, this part was more difficult than the actual project itself. you felt like you were walking on eggshells. but you knew it was necessary in keeping heeseung out of the public eye.

you take a deep breath before pulling out your phone to message the green haired male, adjusting your bucket hat and mask while grabbing your backpack prior to exiting the vehicle. you lock it with the key rather than the alarm and begin the short walk to the dorm.

heeseung meets you halfway, smiling a little at the sight of you dressed so similarly to what he’d wear to a lecture. it was endearing.

his hand finds its way to the small of your back, leading you down the sidewalk. when you reach the dorm, he does a quick scan to make sure everything is in order before ushering you inside. the moment you step in the air conditioned home, you slip out of your shoes, heeseung doing the same.

“you can take off the hat and mask if you want.” he says, his hand still protectively placed on your lower back. when he realizes, his cheeks warm up and he quickly retracts.

you let out a giggle, removing said articles and fluffing your hair to rid of any indentions the hat might’ve left. you bow slightly. “thank you for having me in your home!”

his eyes widen a bit, his face feeling significantly hotter already. he glances away from you for a second to compose himself. “i-it’s no problem really! you’re welcome here!”

you stare at each other for an unmeasured amount of time, not sure who should move or speak first. thankfully, someone clears their throat beside you and your attention is shifted. you recognize the person as his group mate jay. “uh— the kitchen table is clear for you. and jake made ramyeon in case you’re hungry.”

you nod, afraid that your voice would fail you. heeseung pats his shoulder. “thanks. i’ll pay for dessert later.”

“cool okay. have fun,” jay turns to you. “nice meeting you, y/n.”

“y-you too!” you squeak out, mentally slapping yourself for letting your nerves get the best of you. the male’s sharp features seem to soften at your suddenly shy behavior.

when he’s finally out of sight, heeseung guides you into the kitchen. you set your things down and watch as he serves himself, glancing up at you in silent question. you nod with a smile, not having eaten yet today.

you pull out a notepad and your pouch of colorful pens, doodling around the edges of the page while you wait for heeseung. the cluster of stars, hearts, and swirls fill up the borders quickly, leaving just enough space to lay out your ideas for your project.

heeseung sets a bowl and a pair of chopsticks beside the notepad, sitting directly across from you with his own. he points at your doodles with the end of his eating utensils, his lips quirking upwards. “those are cute. do you do that a lot?”

your cheeks warm at the compliment, capping the pen in your hand to begin eating. “sometimes. usually when i’m taking notes during lectures. but it depends on the class and how important the notes are.”

he hums, slurping his noodles a little less than mannerly. you snort at the way his lips shape into an over exaggerated ‘o’, the noise almost echoing throughout the kitchen. he wipes his face with a paper towel and pouts. “why are you laughing at me?”

“you look silly,” you tease, your hesitance fading away. “and a little cute, but i didn’t wanna admit that to your face.”

he squeezes his eyes shut and clutches his heart. “just a little? wow, you wound me, y/n. my fans would be so upset to hear you, a self proclaimed fan, thinks so poorly of me.”

you playfully roll your eyes at his behavior, pulling out your phone to snap a picture of how funny his expression was. (you tell yourself it’s because you wanted to use it for friendly banter later on and not because you wanted to remember this moment.)

the sound of your camera clicking has him reopening his eyes, watching your expression affectionately as you look at the picture. you had no idea what you did to his heart. just the mere thought of you had it racing a million miles a minute. and even if you weren’t ready right now, he had no problem waiting days, months, or even years for you.

it was worth it just as long as he got to see that smile of yours.

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— hsheheheh

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— FINALLY GETTING IT OUT jeez.. i’m not 100% satisfied with it but it’s okay !!!!!!!1!1!2!! i’ll make up for it i hope

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ten: stuck together (1.3k)

so far, you’d been having a fantastic morning. you woke up right when your alarm went off, gotten out of bed to freshen yourself and get ready for your classes and then ryujin suggested getting coffee.

the only thing threatening to ruin the great day you were hoping to have, was the looming decision of who your assigned partner for english would be. you were a friendly person, the epitome of sweet and kind, so you knew you’d do all the work on your own without complaints if you were partnered with someone who didn’t care about their academics.

you arrive to the campus starbucks with ryujin, felix and beomgyu waiting for the two of you by the entrance. the brunette smiles widely at the sight of you, waving almost shyly. you reciprocate the expression, your group going inside to order your drinks and morning pastries.

“can i get a vanilla iced coffee and a croissant?” the barista, who recognizes you and ryujin immediately, nods at your request.

“is that all?” she asks.

“y—” you’re interrupted by beomgyu, who slides his hand between you and the counter.

“i’ll get an iced americano. ‘s on me.” he says, pulling out his card to swipe when the light on the keypad turns green. you stand there beside him like a fish out of water for a moment until he moves you so your other friends could also order.

“gyu,” you pout as you sit and wait. “what’d you do that for?”

“consider it a good luck gift. just in case you get a shitty partner in english.” he grins, reaching across the table to pat the top of your hand. you feel your cheeks warm, smiling in appreciation.

as much as he denied that he still had feelings for you, you knew the jokes he would make had a hint of truth to them. when he confessed to you freshman year of university, there was so much emotion behind his words they brought you to tears. and because of that, you had an inkling that that kind of love just doesn’t disappear. maybe in another life, a life where you hadn’t been irrevocably devoted to siwoo for four years (at that point), you’d be with beomgyu, your caring and charming best friend who’d give you the world if given the opportunity.

ryujin and felix join you at the table a couple minutes later, the blonde sitting next to beomgyu. “so n/n, do you know what the project is? or will you find that out today, too?”

“oh! my professor told us on thursday. since it’s a replacement for our final and we’re supposed to work on it for the rest of the semester, he said he wanted to make it something both fun and fruitful— to show what we’ve been learning.” you answer felix, your eyes following beomgyu when he gets up to retrieve your order from the counter.

“ooh, that sounds exciting. what exactly do you have to do?” ryujin asks, tilting her head to the side.

“we have to pick one of the pieces we’ve studied and turn one of the major parts into something different. it can be a visual or audible recreation, if that makes sense. some of the examples he gave were writing a script and acting it out or making a song. stuff like that.” you graciously accept your breakfast from your friend as you finish explaining what your project entailed.

“i see i see, that actually does sound kind of fun. my english prof sophomore year fucking sucked. he just had us read novels and take tests on the material every few weeks,” ryujin deadpans, running a hand through her hair. “which was hard for me because yall know i don’t read.”

you snicker, tearing off a piece of your croissant to eat, offering beomgyu some as a thanks for paying. “i’m happy with my grade right now, and i’m hopeful it won’t change drastically by the end of the semester, so even if me and my partner have a messy project, i’m genuinely fine with it. just as long as i don’t get stuck with someone who’s gonna put all the weight on me.”

“if it comes down to that, we’ll help you. it’s no biggie.”

ryujin coughs into her fist dramatically. “simp.”

felix glances away to stop himself from laughing, while she sips at her drink nonchalantly, as if she said nothing at all. beomgyu’s cheeks change to a light shade of pink and he avoids your eyes. you’re about to say something when you catch a peek at the time on your phone.

“i gotta go guys. class starts in twenty and i’m on the opposite side of campus. i’ll text the group chat after and let you know how it goes!” you rush out, quickly gathering your belongings. you still had half of a croissant left so you slide it over to beomgyu, ruffling his hair. “thanks again! love you!”

with your coffee in one hand and the other gripping onto the strap of your backpack, you hurry across the quad to the english and language building. for some reason, you thought your chances of getting paired with a decent student were higher if you got to class earlier. your logic was a bit off, but you couldn’t blame yourself for the effort.

you settle into the seat you’ve designated as your own since the beginning of the semester, placing your backpack on the floor and your coffee on the surface in front of you. it was the second row from the top, due to the fact that you preferred being further away from the board and the professor. instinctively, you fix the headband on your head, smoothing any flyaways after fast-walking from starbucks to the lecture hall in record speed.

unbeknownst to you, the green haired boy sitting behind you was bouncing nervously in his seat. he adjusts his bucket hat for the umpteenth time since getting dropped off on campus by his manager. he felt like his breathing was heavier, especially because he had to wear a mask to conceal his identity as much as possible.

he had to inform the staff that he’d have to participate in this project in order to get the full credit from the course, which meant his probability of being discovered would go up immensely. he’d have to meet his partner regularly outside of the comfort of the lecture hall, a form of contact with another person he wasn’t used to anymore. had this happened pre-debut, it would’ve been no problem, but now that he’s an idol, he’s forgotten what it's like to interact with other people who aren’t employed by hybe and belift or his group members.

at the front of the room, your professor clears his throat, explaining that once partners were revealed, the remainder of the class could be spent getting to know each other. he understood that working on such an important assignment for two months with a total stranger would be challenging. he also decided against announcing them for everyone to hear (per heeseung’s privacy) ((at least he wasn’t a sadist)), so one by one you went down to get a sheet of paper from him, which had the name of another student and your own written on it.

when you returned to your seat, you unfolded the paper, furrowing your eyebrows at the name. to be fair, you didn’t really know any of your classmate’s names, though they all seemed to know yours.

just as you’re about to venture to find your partner, there’s a tap on your shoulder from the row behind. you spin around, greeted by none other than cute mysterious guy. he gives you a wave and a gentle smile, that you notice even with his mask on thanks to the crinkles beside his eyes.

“it looks like we’re stuck together for the next couple of months.” he says, a smooth voice akin to honey filling your ears. he extends his hand for you to shake and you take it firmly. “i’m lee heeseung.”

“l/n y/n.”

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— prewriting a fuck ton rn everyone pls be proud of me 😈 ALSO IM SO SORRY TO THE TWO PEOPLE WHO ALR ACCIDENTALLY SAW THIS CHAPTER AND HAD TO WAIT 😭

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— so true y/n jungwon stan and taehyun enha stan

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— A BIT OF A FILLER BUT YEAH ANYWAYS THE PLOT WILL PICK UP RLLY RLLY RLLY SOON

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thirty seven: heeseung hate club

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— YEONJUN BLUE HAIR?? OsjfjajdbwjjhdhahHCHSJAJ

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— i literally wrote this at 5 am i’m so sorry for the content ur about to consume..

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— guys here’s a fun game: take a shot every time this chapter says the word literally 😹

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