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#some others are on thin ice to me and quite a lot of these ccs are just lost causes
rebelwithoutabroom · 27 days
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seeing all the discussion abt the gituation and how their friends behaved, i think one of the things that bothers me most about it is how the falling out is so public but the making amends is so private. if someone had the "courage" to be vocal about it on twt or on stream, they should do the same when theyve changed their mind. it feels unfair and fucking spineless to do otherwise
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mebbrrr · 2 years
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cc indirect from the perspective of a bitch who dropped the fandom a While Ago and hates like 80% of the creators on the server
1. youre cool. ur New To Big Fame but i think ur quite neat and actually seem rlly nice. rock on. also u actually bring something new to that shitass story and its nice to see from the sidelines
2. same with the above u seem Cool i just Dont know As Much abt you. ur cool
3. i literally do not have feelings about you. like your humor is just Loud and it works sometimes but like Yknow.
4. um. twitter is on ur ass rn. for good reasons it seems like
5. you are the only mf. ur cool in my book u should get more attention
6. i literally dont know a thing about you
7. i still watch ur youtube content u kinda rock. we are like when autism unites except u might be neurotypical Idk
8. also know nothing abt u but ur character had a cool premise at least
9. Hardly Know Anything about you but youre good in my books purely by the fact that you know Nothing at all. that sits right with me. ur on thin ice tho (but everyone on this list is)
10. um. i have ur merch i guess but imma be real i am likely going to sell it LMAO
11. idk u
12. i also dont know u
13. ur tweets remind me of my grandmother’s facebook presence
14. imma be real i do not like u king. ur like #25 in terms of Dark Humor El Oh El and that doesnt vibe with me and i also just. couldnt sit down for ur streams i am being 100% honest its just Something abt ur voice
15. u r kind of boring i will not lie. i like ur laugh tho
16. ur gay i guess
17. it’d be cool if u would actually apologize for some of the stuff u’ve done. like im of the belief that u actually learned from it but actually acknowledging it would be sicknasty. please acknowledge it. the ice is so thin that you literally have 1 foot in the water. also i fucking hate the character you play its so badly written
18. i literally have no thoughts on you. you showed up for the first time when i first started watching and i Still do not have thoughts on you
19. ur twitter stans are annoying. like ur ok i Guess (friend-disown that other mf and we’re GOOD) but your vibe is just slightly Wrong
20. u actually did apologize for the shit u did. idk how to feel abt u tho even tho i actually do find you funny
21. u deserved better both from fans and from those bitches on the server who Never listened to u
22. i still vibe with you. ur like a capybara to me i could never hate you. thank u for actually calling ppl out on their bullshit
23. U ALSO DESERVED BETTER. thank u for apologizing for ur ignorance. but also u deserved better king i wish the other jackasses on the server listened to u
24. ur fucked up Lol i thought u were Cool for a bit just bc Most People Did but u have recently gotten urself into hot water and its.. deserved bc wtf. u fucked up For Sure
25. i cant see the appeal. any bit of humor from u Solely comes from ur voice. u are like if john mulaney made a career on being even whiter than he is. also u literally buy (SOMETHING HEEHEEHOOHOHO) which is still fucked up even if u frame it as a joke LMAO
26. i mean ur fine i guess. thin ice bc ur white. ur (HOBBY OF SOME SORT) does rock tho
27. YOU ALSO CALL PPL OUT ON THEIR SHIT. ur better than most of these bitches
28. i cannot get over past comments u’ve made. not only did they make me deeply uncomfortable, but they hurt some of my friends and acquaintances and that will always carry with me
29. imma be real i. could never get into ur content. ur funny with other people but just.. not on ur own, to me
30. you are white bread
31. i did like ur content. like a lot. but i feel like you crossed over that line of whats okay to joke about Too Much and now i cant vibe with u. hope u learn from it i guess bc i still Do have some sort of hope for u
32. i dont trust any man with that hobby and that name
33. u deserved better. except when you decided to partake in buying (SOMETHING. LOL) wish ur friends were less white
34. i wish you’d get acting lessons bc you were one of the few genuinely interesting characters
35. U R THE ONLY MF FROM THIS SMALLER GROUP THAT I CAN STAND. AND THAT DOESNT EVEN PUT U ON GOOD TERMS IN MY BRAIN
36. ppl somehow forget u in the conversation of (some discourse dont worry) even tho ur one of the main parties involved. i just dont rlly like you purely based on vibes, otherwise
37. the last time i read ur name is the first time ill be at peace
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audiovizualna · 6 years
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Yuletide is neary here and I decided to celebrate it with CC Chritmas fic + illustrations. Yes, I know we already had incredible Christmas-Viking episode of LoT, but I started to write this one right after DC Crossover which was a blast (!) and I hope you’re going to enjoy my version of events after Martin’s death. This fic is also written to honour our favourite professor, who will be missed dearly.
Special thanks for loveliest beta @flabbergabst, who must hate me right now, for giving her mental breakdown through the whole story.
I’ll try to post full fic (4 chapters) until 25th December. With love, PANDArt :*
(I own nothing)
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“You’re Not Him”
Part 1: ”For Him”
 Here they were. Another Christmas spent on the Waverider, but oh so different.
Of course the team was glad to welcome both Zari and Leo on the ship; although this year, no one felt the Christmas spirit. Not without Stein.
After the whole Earth-X situation, Martin’s death and the general trauma all of them carried within, the Legends started to lose the contact and connection they’ve built and established with each other. Seeing that was painful, and they felt the necessity to change it.
This team usually needed some time for reflection and peace - to settle their emotions in place - which was even harder this time. Not that Sara, Mick or (partly) Jax didn’t have it before. They used to feel some strange emptiness after Len’s sacrifice at the Oculus, but time heals the wounds eventually, so the three had moved on somehow. Sara became the ship’s captain. Jax started using his engineering skils to improve the timeship whenever he could, and Mick came back to his old habits, all while bonding with newbies.
The memories of Snart returned as his ghost keeps appearing in random situations. Sometimes next to Mick, and once as Len’s evil version in Legion of Doom. Both of which were really surprising for Sara, but now���this was different.
Earth-X Leonard Snart or Leo, as he preferred to be called, was very much alive and well. He became curious about the details of previous missions and took his time to explore every inch of the ship, because that’s what all versions of Leonard would do.
Sara caught herself simply avoiding the man in blue parka, not knowing what to tell him or sometimes simply forgetting her tongue around him. In fact it seemed like he and Raymond were the only people on the Waverider who were still talking at all.
They journey back to the mission was spent in silence ever since they left Central City in November. Even if this silence never affected the accomplishments of their missions or in dealing with anachronisms, only whispers and empty echoes of footsteps could be heard afterwards.
Of course there were days when gathering the team was vital and the ‘AtomSteel‘ duo never resigned from organizing movie nights, but even then, the Legends prefered to remain silent.
Over time Sara started one-to-one conversations with members of her team. The captain tried to reach Jax whenever he needed it or so she thought - needless to say, it was successful most of the time. The Canary visited Zari and Amaya often when simple girl talks were necessary. Sara even joined Mick a couple of times for sleepless night drinking. Despite her efforts, none of them wanted to talk about things going on in their heads, especially now that Leo could appear behind them anytime.
Situations changed significantly during one of those nights, but not in the galley, where White Canary and Heatwave were playing cards and drinking cheep beer.
On the other end of Waverider, Raymond knocked quietly on Jax’s door with really serious expression on his face, which was quite unusual considering that the ATOM is natuarally a ray sunshine for most of his life.
”Hi Jax!” Ray started. ”I… damn, I don’t know where to start, but I have an idea. Naturally, it’s up to you if you want my plan to push through or not, but…”
”Woooah, slow down man. Why me? Shouldn’t you be asking Sara about stuff like this?” Jax interrupted Ray, crossing his arms with sleepy eyes.
”Well… No. Absolutely not in this case. I value my life,” Ray chuckled nervously.
”Sounds like a bad move from the beginning, but tell me so I could finally go back to bed, Ray.”
”All right,” Ray continued. ”It’s partly about Marty, I mean, Professor Stein - and please, before you reject it, let me explain.”
From the look on Jefferson’s face, it seemed like that’s the last conversation he wanted in that moment. But he didn’t want to be rude and his facial expression encouraged Ray to continue.
”I’ve been thinking about…” Ray paused for a moment before the next word left his mouth, ”… Christmas Day, which, as you may or may not know, is tomorrow.”
Jax finally let the breath leave his lungs, but did not say a thing to that proposition.
”We all know this is going to be hard. Sitting there, knowing Marty’s not with us and never will be, but I figured that this is exactly what he would have wanted. Last Christmas dinner was in fact his idea and you know very well we need each other’s company more than ever. I’m sure he’d find it unacceptable to spend the 25th of December separated in our private quarters.” Ray said those words so fast, that Jax could not stop him even if he tried. Eventually this confession has been answered.
”I don’t know man. How can we pretend that everything is okay, when clearly it’s not? We don’t talk to each other like we used to, so what?” said Jax with utter sadness and disappointment in his voice even if he tried to keep his voice calm.
Jax shrugged and continued. ”Having a Christmas party is the last thing this team needs right now. I’m aware of Grey’s opinion on that subject, yet maybe we do need more time to gather our thoughts.”
”Or… Raymond is right and ‘this’ is the best option you have to finally start talking.”
Another deep voice joined the conversation out of nowhere. They turned and saw Leo’s silhouette came out from behind the corner.
”I’m very sorry about eavesdropping, but I meant every word,” the man continued. ”I figured you’re all hurt because of what happened, so I never wanted to disturb any of you with my judgment, but I’m perplexed by one thing.” Leo started to get closer to them slowly and carried on.
”On my Earth, silence is the safest option to stay alive. We have this…fear of speaking beacuse we know if one of us says something wrong  in front of those awful Nazis, we’ll end up dead with a bullet in our brains. People there live with their mouths constantly shut. The only exceptions are the plans whispered to each other’s ears, or quick encrypted messages in things and places you wouldn’t think possible to use. I would give anything to feel free to speak out loud what’s in my head and now, and the moment I found heroes to share my stories with, they have no intention of making a conversation.” Snart said with visible soreness in his ocean blue eyes, leaning against the wall.
Jax and Ray were equally taken aback by Leo’s words. Both felt really conflicted, knowing that Citizen Cold was 100% right. His statement showed the team’s interactions in a completely different light. Upon their realization of the situation, Jax just sat resigned on the floor at his door. Leonard and Dr. Palmer followed and did not say a word for a while.
Finally the youngest Legend opened his mouth and asked Earth-X Snart out of countenance. ”Why do you care, Snart? Why are you worried about our relations at all? The Leonard we knew would avoid getting involved. I’m aware Grey would want us to move on, but you didn’t even knew him.”
Leonard heard the hurt in Jefferson’s voice and used it as one of his arguments.
”See Jax? That’s exactly why I’m concerned. Your tone tells me everything I need to know about your emotional state, which by the way is far from stable,” the older man lectured. ”I’m a good observer and so was, as I’ve heard, my Earth-1 version, who never left his own crew behind. I am aware that one simple dinner won’t change everything at once, but that’s a start. Also I’m sure ‘you’ are the perfect person to begin a decent conversation about what happened, without unnecessary tears.”
Raymond’s eyes got bigger and rounder with every word Leo was saying, which caught Citizen Cold’s attention when he stopped talking.
”What? Did I say something stupid or unrealistic?”
”No!” Ray quickly defended. ”No, it’s just…strange to hear anything motivating from you. Our Leonard always kept his thoughts to himself, except for snarky comments and sarcastic one-liners,” Ray said with tiny smirk at the memories.
”Wow,” Leo flatly said. ”Sounds like really grumpy and rude fellow.”
Both Jax and Ray choked with laughter hearing it from Leonard Snart himself, even if he was his different version. But still.
”Oh yes. He was one of a kind, trust me. Though it’s nice not to hear new nicknames from you,” the Atom pointed out, then stared at the ceiling.
”Careful there, sunshine, You’re stepping on very thin ice here. Nothing stops me from starting,” Leo quirked his eyebrows, while doing his characteristic head tilt and smirked .
Jax found flirty Earth-1 Snart pretty odd in general, but seeing his other version even more confident to flirt with both men and women was beyond bizarre. After few seconds he asked: ”So what’s the plan? It’s Christmas Eve and we have almost one night to get everything ready. I vote for secret preparations. Just us three. No one else engaged. I know Grey would be delighted to see a positive surprise on their faces. So I’m in… for him.”
”Let’s not waste more time. Now, move your asses. Lot of work to do and not much time left,” uttered Leo.
That’s how a few moments later, the unusual trio landed in the fabrication room asking Gideon for help.
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