#something about playful flirting of any nature just makes me want to 🏃🏻‍♀️💨

[neo-shitty]

flirting is such a big no no for me so when i see mutuals having playful exchanges i just 😟🚩🚨

#and that my friends is how i discovered that i may be aromantic to an extent but not entirely #something about playful flirting of any nature just makes me want to 🏃🏻‍♀️💨 #i just get super awkward and weirded out #disgusted even if it comes from men jsjdh #i think that explains the lack of flirting in my fics bc i cant flirt for the love of me #my love language is literally bullying /hj #AGGRESSIVE AFFECTION #i wish i had someone to talk abt this with but they always just mistake it for ‘the right person hasn’t arrived yet’ #YEAH NO SHIT BC NO ONE GETS PAST THE FIRST FIFTY CHECKPOINTS I HAVE #i get so irked by the thought of someone being affected by my actions #or maybe thats just my insecurities making me feel i dont deserve the love and affection i get #but for now thats it #i remember a mutual once calling me by endearing names and i have never been more uncomfortable but also unsure on how to react 💀 #just a dump #might delete later if i dont forget #toff.txt