#sometimes life feels like lizzy mcalpine's five seconds flat but one must remind oneself that life

[thebirdandhersong]

you guys God is so good and life is so surprising…… the barista gave me a free chunk of lemon loaf (I LOVE lemon loaf) today did I mention for FREE…. I saw an awkward looking young boy walking to his car from the florist with a little bouquet of pink flowers in hand for his girl……. there's this professor from Nanaimo who translates Ancient Greek stuff for free and I found his translation of The Iliad online….. the latest articles on Ekstasis are SO good and they made my heart so full after two hours of drudgery (class)..... I read this poem called Let God Become the Quiet in All Things and it twisted my heart a bit..... had Rocky Road ice cream with an unsettling amount of caramel and chocolate syrup last night before bed....... and in two hours and a bit, I shall be at my friend's house singing hymns with her and her other friend at our first English-lit-girls-choral-enthusiasts meeting......... everything is going to be fine, I think :)

#i was talking to my mother and crying about the future and present last night because it felt like the world was ending #but the world is not ending and all SHALL be well! #i have been quite unsettled of late because im STILL catching up on class readings and classwork #and because of in-class pressures and fear of the future #which has been accumulating (the worries and work i mean) to the point where i simply burst into tears when walking down #the hall one day i ran into the sweet one. i literally saw his face and five minutes later started crying because it all felt like so much #but all SHALL be well i am not careening towards an explosion #sometimes life feels like lizzy mcalpine's five seconds flat but one must remind oneself that life #is not in fact lizzy mcalpine's five seconds flat