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th3memories · 7 years

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And just like that another Dayton year over and done with. I really do love being apart of winter rather than fall. Reasons why are just because I'm surrounded by a much tighter and friendlier group. It's as if we can all speak the same language front ensembles and drum lines. Even going to Dayton is even better. Although I'm going to talk about my first Dayton experience as a tech. So be prepared for long long stories. Read at your own desire. Honestly I think the one thing that irked me the most was that I was the only one my age during this whole trip. A fucking 19 yr old hanging with old ass late 20-30 yr olds. Basically no one else my age RIP me. It made me think am I supposed to act older or just be myself and not let any of that kind of attitude affect me. However I guess I ended up having to assimilate towards it. If you can beat them join them. Fuck. Let's just say I got my fair share of drinks but no bad affects. Well one thing is for sure ya girl ain't a lightweight. Anyways practice days were tiring, the kids had a freaking 9-9 like wtf is this drum corps?? I even ended up burning and peeling like wtf?!?! Aghhh and I wore sunscreen 😭 then came the show days those were fun semis was probably the best day for me. Thankfully the kids made finals went from 9th-7th-9th so made top ten. That day we were blue to watch some really great shows like holy fuck MCM is amazing or their show is just crazy. Pulse I like the music ish and the show concept idk it's always so engaging. The bird show was meh. Sorry jota jota you still played well. RCC was interesting to watch like very interesting kinda liked it more than broken city TBH. Idk broken city confuses me sometimes they have really nice samples and a few of my friends in the ensemble so that's cool. And yeaaaa idk maybe I'm just not that much of a fangirl anymore. In a way I think it just gave me the motivation to get out there and perform again. At the end of it all there was always just a lot of waiting around which is usually what happens I mean at least grateful for not loading anything or having to be chaperoned ALL the time. FUCK that. Idk one thing that sure did get me super heated was the fact that we were trying to get ready for finals. Obviously we came back to the hotel to get ready change and look nice. I got ready right on spot and I was just chilling waiting to go down. I saw the message that they were going down but at the same time no one ever posted the time to go downstairs so it was never clear. Anyways I heard my phone ring and boba lover was calling saying in his serious tense/ mad tone "do you wanna go to finals or not" and I fucking ran out the door. I swear to god to tried to play it off as he was joking but it was so obvious he was fucking pissed that we were gonna be late. And honestly it wasn't even my fault we were sitting in that van for a good 5 min after me because my roommate Anna was taking her sweet ass time talking to kmtobia about Coachella and shit and didn't get ready til last minute so honestly wtf. But idk I got the vibe he was taking it out all on me!!! So WTFFF man, I mean honestly I would take the blame if we were late, if the performance didn't go well, if someone got injured. YET NONE OF THAT FUCKING EVEN HAPPENED!!! God fucking damn. He barely talked to me kept giving me rude vibes and shit so fuck that man. For the rest of the night I hung out with LOL and Anna watching broken city's lot and chillin in the stadium. It was fun greeting the kids and stuff after it was over and also got to see cernie-kins. Another thing but this was just my jealousy side was the fact that the kids liked biffany a lot during this trip or especially the girl seniors. I think someone fucking said "there is finally a feminine side apart of the tech staff" and I was like WTF AM I NOT A FEMALE?!?!?! Some bitches. And idk I mean they said it doesn't count cause we played with you. Idk I guess but at the same time that was shitty for me. Ok back to Biffany. What I've learned is that yes she is very feminine with her super high voice, and all her flirty techniques like holy shit if there is any other flirt like my boss it's her. Not that it's a bad thing but that's just what I learned. But fuck those seniors love her AND it was her birthday?!? So then it made her even more popular the kids even got her a ballooon omfg. I never get that shit. I guess it makes sense because she always messes around with them and is with them also 24/7 making them clean. And maybe it's an age thing. Lmaoo I miss my open kids. O well. Third point it's just weird that I wanted to talk about was the fact that boba lover and biffany were pretty close on this trip. I mean her flirting skills were high but what surprised me was that he was reacting back to her in a positive way. It's so funny to think because he would talk shit about her before especially in Fresno holy crap. Now they acted like two little love birds that couldn't get enough of each other. Like shiiiiieeeeeet. Who knows. I guess he deserves happiness YIKES typing that made me sound hella rude. Everyone deserves happiness. Idk I don't want to be mad at him at the end of the trip. Let's just talk about boba lover. Honestly at the end of this trip I told myself I can be annoyed and mad at him but once we leave and depart I'll get over it and seem like nothing happened. It's just knowing him for so long I've realized he has more good moments than bad. It's just when he is in a bad mood it's hell for everyone around him. He stresses out Too fucking much especially when it's a show. Like that stress is gonna kill you man!!! He honestly couldn't even relax at bargos due to the amount of pressure he was feeling for finals day. Like fuuuuck dude ITS JUST BAND. Haha lemme just say this. Boba lover you were really sweet but your harsh mad personality makes people cry even me sometimes.... "welcome to your tape." HaHaHa jk haven't really cried yet from him just hella mad. Next up was BT only thing was that I get super annoyed by his speeches. HE ALWAYS drags on saying too much information and losing the kids attention. Like dude get your shit together you make fun of retardation yet you fucking act like one when giving speeches to the kids. took forever that I almost didn't get to talk to them before finals. Bish. It's ok I forgive u. Although as for positive moments I think I've really grown to like Mr. Costco. He is a great boss way better than meldaughter. Idk at the beginning I disliked him during fall but I've realized that he truly loves the kids and everything they have to offer. He always wants to make the show better be better he loves his mom, he can hold his liquor unlike dummy boba lover. He is well known in the percussion community very sassy yet polite and is just great overall. Pretty thankful to have worked with him. Also S/o to LOL for grabbing me a drink and just actually talking to me during different moments. It was cool to get to know you better through this trip. You're cool. Most fun moment was cheering a toast with Vinceiesha at the hotel and chillin at bargos overall. Damn right I can hold my own I turn red but I'm still good. Although what wasn't fun was getting pimples from traveling and being Stupid shit sick!!! All I kept doing was coughing and feeling the mucus in my throat. Not fun at all!!! Idk I can't really think of anything else. I did go on a spontaneous DQ run for ice cream. Wasn't bad TBH. I just needed a getaway from all the shitters. Six days together IS pretty long. But yea overall this was my big summarization and rant on the season, cause probably and hopefully foresure I'm not coming back to teach or at least not for awhile. Idk honestly I still wonder why am I still here I feel as though they don't even need me. Ugh I shouldn't be thinking that but ugh idk sometimes it happens and I feel shitty. Whatever.

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