#song by the way) and went ohhhhhh hold on.... and just. augh.

[arklay]

anyway, the parallel of al and diana being considered second best to their sisters, and both being the black sheeps of their families because they outwardly rebelled against what was expected of them. i'm fine.

#leah.txt #pair: ewskers #this wasn't intentional but oh boy when i connected the dots i sat there for ages going :0 i was listening to prayer by bloc party (big al #song by the way) and went ohhhhhh hold on.... and just. augh. #it still really hurts me that like he thought he was so special and so good but his whole life was set out for him and his education and #being headhunted by umbrella was handed to him on a platter because of the project and like then he just gets thrown aside when he ''gives #up'' on being a researcher to go work in the intelligence division (even though spencer kept tugging on the leash) and like because he #wasn't working on the virus anymore to help spencer with his shitty ideals like then he wasn't useful in that moment anymore. and when #everyone else left spencer and abandoned him that's when he reaches out to al again and wants his help... he's a last resort... and then #just how it would feel going through spencer's estate and his diaries and the test subject list and seeing him call alex his brightest #would be so oUGHGHU