#soooo anxious about my partner coming to see me after almost 3 months apart

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#soooo anxious about my partner coming to see me after almost 3 months apart #i've been feeling so bad about myself recently especially with gaining more weight bc of being so fucking stressed out meanwhile #they're doing hard ass physical labor and getting stronger and leaner and fucking someone else #idk i just feel super insecure and not good enough for a relationship plus a whole bunch of other shit #like the thought of them touching me makes me want to cry bc i always feel like i can feel their disgust #mm yeah i'm not doing okay! #blue.txt #shit suuuuuucks #side note isn't so fucking weird to feel like the wrong type of fat person? ugh i need to work on my internal fatphobia bc its killing me