#sorry fi this doesn’t make sense i’ve decided to stop drafting thoguhts you should all live in my mind

[serethereal]

that scene from fleabag where she’s on the toilet describing what she likes ab sex and then goes. not so much actual sex is me but with food

#the performance of it… the awkwardness of it… the drama of it…. not so much actual food LIKE YES. #sorry fi this doesn’t make sense i’ve decided to stop drafting thoguhts you should all live in my mind #it’s like. i love knowing i’m going to wake up and get to eat etc etc or when i order food or when it’s being made and it smells good but #then when it’s time to actually eat i’m like never able to eat cause i get distracted a lot so by the time i start the food is v cold... #and like gross or like it feels like a chore to actually eat… this isn’t me !! i’m a cinephile but for food idk the word i love eating !! #idk why this has happened lately… maybe it’s the new prescription i’m on? idk idk but this has been me and i’m not having fun tbh #ANYWAY. um. yeah. #sorry for over sharing do you still think im got #hot* oh my god… last straw kinda…