#sorry for this i warned you it was angstyyy hehe

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a/n: this is a part 2 of this!! fic that i wrote two different endings to! this is the SAD ENDING :(

warning: angst !!

PART 1

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“so what do we do now?”

Bella had been trying to get ahold of you since you left basically. 27 missed calls. 89 messages. They needed to talk this out with you and it was killing them to not know what you are doing or how you are feeling. 

The anxiety and panic was so bad, you didn’t dare to go home and talk to them. You knew you didn’t really wanna break up with them, but also, how would you ever trust them again? Bella is at the top of their career and you barely have time for each other, why would they go and do such a thing?

Finally, after a long talk with your friend, you were now outside the door of yours and Bella’s apartment. Taking a deep breath, you opened the door and stepped inside. Taking off your coat and jacket you walked inside to the living room where Bella sat quietly watching you walk inside. Their hair was a mess and their eyes were puffy and red from crying.

You sat down on the other side of the couch and looked at them, “I’m ready to talk about it if you are.” a quick nod from them and you continued, “I’ve been thinking and I think we have to break up. You are so busy, and we barely have time for each other, I don’t really know how I’m supposed to trust you after this.” Your voice was almost breaking as you tried to hold back tears. “So what do you want to do?” 

Bella's eyes glared into yours. They reached out their hand to grab yours and started to rub it lovingly. “I’ve been going crazy thinking about this. I literally had no idea what to do, I just wanted to figure things out with you, but I couldn’t reach you. I thought I was gonna go mad not knowing where you were or how you were handling it.” They took a tissue and wiped their tears and then continued, “But I know now that I don’t want to break up. I truly believe we could work this out, together.” The room went silent, and nobody knew what to say for a few minutes. Both of you looked down into your hands and just let the tears stream down.

Bella spoke up again after a while, “So what do we do now?” you looked up at them, looking into their eyes and putting on the most calming smile you could. “I think it's best if we end it here. We both want different things.”

A few weeks went by and you had now finally moved into a new apartment. It was small, but it was gonna be perfect for you. You hadn’t talked to Bella since you moved out. Seeing them everywhere broke your heart into pieces, but you were happy for their success. Things were gonna be tough for a while now, but you knew you'd eventually get over them.

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