#sorry i just feel weird and my sib is still trying to have a rtship with him so cant talk to them

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It's father's day in poland and I haven't spoken to my dad for over a year and our last conversation was explosive - we never really did have a relationship to be honest but somehow I still feel obligated to wish him happy father's day?? Like, why can't I stop feeling guilty about just shooting him up a text with 'happy father's day' instead of calling?? That man hates his children and tries to wrap it into some tough love thing

#delete later #sorry i just feel weird and my sib is still trying to have a rtship with him so cant talk to them #i did make cupcakes for my bf's dad and we spent a nice lunch together tho #so I'm fine #but just needed to get it out somewhere