#still lots of feelings and grief going on but im glad i can acknowledge ive come a long way in the middle of it ❤️

[wildmelon]

survived the weekend from hell and after a packed, sad, heartwarming, healing, and stressful couple travel days i'm home again... exhausted and drained, but home and feeling so much better after mourning and saying goodbye as a family ❤️ and we also got good news from the vet 🥹 thank you once again to anyone who left a kind comment last week, it meant the world to me 🫶🏼

#im so happy with how the service went bc i put so much effort into making it nice and was so anxious about things going smoothly #i was crying every day about my cat as well while trying to work on everything and be there for my parents who were both falling apart #but now i can say im so proud i was able to be there for them and help make the service beautiful #good example of a time when without my medications i wouldve been toast #instead i was able to process the grief and overwhelm and take care of myself and others #still lots of feelings and grief going on but im glad i can acknowledge ive come a long way in the middle of it ❤️ #lush.talk #personal #death cw #funeral cw #grief cw #animal illness cw #pet illness cw