#still not a super comforting thought though sdfkhjgl

[miodiodavinci]

anyway all the goofing aside i'm (hopefully) getting my surgery tomorrow so wish me luck w

#i am still a little nervous considering the first thing they said about this was #'i think this goes beyond the capabilities of this office' #and talked about how i might need a CT scan to ensure they don't like #cut directly into a huge artery leading to my brain #but then called me back 6 hours later like 'actually yeah we can do it' #but the office is very much directly across the street from an actual hospital so #i guess if anything goes wrong and i start bleeding out they can rush me over there #still not a super comforting thought though sdfkhjgl #and also despite the fact that i Know this specific procedure has a very low post-operative stroke risk #my brain is still Very Worried i'm going to suddenly have a stroke after and die #when a blood clot breaks off and flows directly into the aforementioned huge artery leading to my brain #but again #very low chance #oughghg anyway #this is my first surgery since my wisdom teeth were removed and i am a scare