#tanuki is just 'youre a fav i relate to a lot so you get to wear the non binary hat '

[floorpancakes]

hcs on the brain

#thinking about my trans holic hcs again #some of them are just kinda random but im VERY firmly in trans woman yuuko trans guy shizuka and nb tanuki #the shizuka hc is cause it just kinda checks out with his lore kinda like scara/ryo to an extent but also he just radiates trans energy #also rou isnt real if i manifest hard enough #yuuko is just *points at her* you think someone that serves that hard is cis???? #also this is neither here nor there but i simply do not see the modern holic art where yuuko is like 5foot #this isnt relevant rly i just remembered it and got pressed again shes the tallest woman of all time dont lie to me #anyway she gives off vibes #tanuki is just 'youre a fav i relate to a lot so you get to wear the non binary hat ' #but also thats a lie cause he gives MAD repressed energy repression is his entire THING #his gender expression is really fucking interesting and also just fun and even without the trauma hed probably be at least gnc #and its a KNOWN FACT that he shoves all his feelings deep down and refuses to address them or addresses them way after the fact #we've seen how he shoves down his feelings whos to say hes not pulled a me as a teenager move and shoved down feelings of gender stuff #it makes sense to me that with all his character writing and development in canon he'd be the EXACT kind of perspn to be a late bloomer #idk i was so a lot of that comes from personal experience #but this repressed mf is packed to the brim w gender #his gender is ?? and nothing and idk and drunk girl crying in bathroom to sunmi music and gay and #his gender is basically the xxx placeholder in xxxholic like its just kinda ___insert word here___ #im insane but my brain is huge

[jaron360]

every 5th!

okay so im gonna list an aviators and tanuki song for each prompt (because theyre my FAVS) but also a song by another artist. also gonna put a read more as this is a little long

5:A song that needs to be played LOUD

Aviators - Bleeding Sun: BADASS song about a cyborg created by the elite of society to protect them and their property, but she turns against them and begins hunting them down when she realizes how they oppress the other citizens

Tanuki - Your Friendly Local Arsonist: that chorus is just so addicting, and the song is also about how people are silenced by those in power iirc 

The All-American Rejects - Gives You Hell: this song helped me a ton in getting through high school. i would feel so overwhelmed and exhausted all the time and this song would help keep me going

10:A song that makes you sad

Aviators - I Don’t Want to Hurt You: about a father who exiles himself because hes afraid his addiction will make him hurt his daughter, sung during his last hours before death

Tanuki - The Fire . The Fear . The Fall: i dont know exactly what its about but its definitely about suffering and carrying heavy burdens in some way, and its just saturated by emotion

Porter Robinson & Madeon - Shelter: holy shit such a beautiful song and music video i cried listening to it multiple times back when it first came out

15:A song that is a cover by another artist

i dont think tanuki has covered anything before so yeah lol

Aviators - Hurt: covering nine inch nails. i loooove the tritones in the verses, and the chorus just feels so warm and heartfelt

Disturbed - The Sound Of Silence: covering simon & garfunkel. such a grand piece, feels like something you would sing floating in the sky to the ears of the entire world

20:A song that has many meanings to you

yeahhh i pretty much settle on one meaning for like every song i listen to, but ill do my best

Aviators - Constellations: ive always thought this song was about feeling a connection with others across the world who want for something more, but i guess it could also be about missing someone youve lost

Tanuki - Choke: while this song has a specific personal meaning for aleks about his disdain for a person who used their religion to criticize him, i sort of adopt it as an anthem for lgbt people struggling against bigots.

and yeah cant really think of anything else for this one

25:A song by an artist no longer living

lmao aviators and tanuki are both definitely alive so another exception

Queen - Bohemian Rhapsody: like come on honestly god shouldve made freddie mercury immortal

30:A song that reminds you of yourself

Aviators - Psychoactive: because its about rly liking sex lmao

Tanuki - Release: about filling our lives with things to distract us and give us an escape from suffering and make our lives feel more meaningful, which is something i empathize with big time

Owl City - Fireflies: this song radiates this sense of wonder and awe that i relate to a lot regarding like being autistic and having special interests

thank u! omg that took a really long time my moms probably gonna be mad. but it was fun!

#asks #thecatwhocried