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GUYS WTF I HIT 500 FOLLOWERS OMFG I DIDNT EVEN NOTICE I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH 

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Can I just say, I love all your Hanma content… The second I saw him on screen I started screaming and my brother was hella confused. Just watch Tokyo Revengers btw. So proud

AHHHHH OMG IM SO GLAD U LIKE THEM!! i love hanma sm, like idek how to explain it but the moment he came on my screen i was like DAMN im gonna have a fixation 😭😭😭😭 tr is literally one of my favorite animes of all time lol

feel free to send in a request if u ever have one!! i love pleasing my hanma lovers hehe stay safe babes 💕

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GUYS IM BACK I HATE EXAM SEASON SM ALSO I THINK I FAILED LIKE ALL OF THEM BUT THATS A DIFF STORY I HOPE EVERYONE IS DOING OKAY!!

ill get some stuff up shortly and i may open up requests to jjk because i miss jjk a lot 🤧🤧

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I am going feral over your hanma stories they're lovely<33 thank you for writing them

AHHHH im glad u like them!! my hanma fuckers are the best <3 feel free to pop in any requests for him here if u want, just as much as you like reading him i like writing him 💕 have an amazing day :)

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How'd things with your boyfriend go? 😭

well it went okay except for the fact that me breaking up with him is going to affect like literally every part of my life :((( sorry in advance, im going to rant for a little bit just because i feel like it hope you dont mind 🤧🤧🤧🤧

this is gonna sound really bad, but when he kissed me for the first time like a week ago i realized that i just didn't want to have a romantic relationship with him and loved him like a best friend. it was a really sudden realization, but we have only been dating for about a month so it wasn't too big of a commitment.

after i ghosted him for a while, he basically pressured me into telling him that i was breaking up with him on text before the time i asked to talk with him in person, which really sucks. i gave him some wiggle room though because i knew how much he liked me and just said that im sorry that you're upset because it was never my intention to hurt you and i hope we can still be friends, and he accepted it to the best of his ability.

we just aren't on talking terms rn and i felt that very vividly clear when he and i had to sit next to each other in our next class 😭😭 for me it's worse because he's everywhere - my romantic life, my main friend group, and my home life (his parents are really close with mine) so i felt kind of trapped. im just going to have to face the consequences and i don't feel like it's too fair because if i had asked to break up with him in any point of our relationship, i would have suffered just as i am now 😩😩

but now that im looking back, even if i did like him, the fact that he had very little emotional intelligence and was clingy despite knowing all the family stuff i was going through were definitely going to be points of concerns anyway....

ah i just feel bad because prom is coming in a couple of weeks and im kind of consumed with self-pity rn ugh 💀

idk if we are ever going to be friends again, tbh. it kind of sucks, this is why i hate the childhood friends to lovers trope

anyway while everything i outlined sounds really bad, i guess im mature enough to deal with the consequences either way and it's just gonna be personal growth from this point onward so im not too upset.

AHHH THIS WAS SO LONG IM SORRY BUT TY FOR ASKING I KIND OF FEEL BETTER AFTER TYPING IT OUT AND JUST SPEAKING MY MIND <333333 💕

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I got a new update about the guy from before 😋🌟

Ok so, I was talking to him today and I started the convo with "wanna hear about a really good idea I made up?" and he told me yeah. I literally have no idea how to explain this to you 💀 but a few months ago, I made up an idea where instead of bobbing apples you replace em with dicks so bobbing dicks 🤭 Everybody think it's a bad idea 😭 even my dude too. Honestly, imma start calling him T so everything is easier to explain. Anyways, back go the story. Out of nowhere I asked him how he knew he wanted to do Basketball bcs I've been wondering whether or not I wanted to go pro for Volleyball (he's like really good at bb btw, like really good. he goes to the states to play against other teams) and istg he lowkey opened up to me a little. He told me that he always loved the sport and that it really helped him take his mind off things and that it was a good distraction. That is lowkey the saddest thing I've ever heard 😭 but like based off that I was like "yo he's probably an ExxP type and has an enneagram 7 😱". I told that what he said reminded me of something but I couldn't really explain it cause it would take too long and he told me to tell him anyway. So I lowkey explained what enneagram types were and then told him that he was probably a 7 bcs it seems like he uses bb as a way to distract himself from pain and I WAS RIGHT!!! He literally told me that it sounds like him 💪🏾🧑🏽‍🦱 then I thanked him for listening to me bcs no one would ever listen to me explain what enneagram types were in depth 😭 and he said "anytime 🤣" then I told him that I was actually really grateful bcs I talk so much sometimes that nobody pays attention to what I'm saying 😪 and he said that I could talk to him anytime. ISTG no other guy in my grade would act like that 😫

(I still haven't had my call w/him but I'm having a 4 day weekend so hopefully I get to call him this week and finally talk about my fanfics and other shit too 😩)

AHHHH WAIT SORRY BESTIE I WAS TRAVELLING DURING SPRING BREAK AND ONLY GOT HOME A COUPLE OF HOURS AGO

he seems so sweet awwwwwww no bc i love it when people actually listen to my rants and not just dismiss them it makes me feel so appreciated lol like recently i was explaining to a couple of my friends about mbti cuz im still kind of obsessed with it and based on their reactions alone i could tell who was real and who wasnt 💀💀💀

SO IM SO HAPPY FOR U LIKE DAMN THOSE KINDS OF PEOPLE ARE SO HARD TO FIND HE ALSO SOUNDS SO TALENTED LIKE WHAAAAAAT

im glad things are going well for u because im about to break up w my bf tomorrow 🤧🤧🤧 wish me luck i really dont want it to be messy :((((

GIVE ME MORE UPDATES I LIVE FOR THESE AND STAY SAFE 💕

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i just updated all my masterlists i feel like im on top of the world rn heehee

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side note: @fabulouslyflamboyant5 is my favorite reader so far none of u guys can top them ion make the rules

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i love my hanma fuckers they are so much fun to write for 🥰

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GUYS I JUST HIT 400 FOLLOWERS OMFG I LOVE U ALL

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Update: The dude has gf 😃 onto the next guy 🚶🏾‍♀️

BRUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH how am i j seeing this now ☹️☹️☹️☹️

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hi how is everyone doing….just found out that i got rejected from all of my top ivies :(

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TARA I GOT A NEW UPDATE!!

Ok so, about the other guy that I was talking about b4. Sadly, we didn't have our call so I texted him and then I found out that he deleted snapchat so that's why he didn't get my call 💀 and later he told me again that I could literally call him at anytime. So I asked him if I could call him rn or whenever I'm walking home from school or sumn and he told me yeah. He said that if I ever called he'd answer as long as he's not busy 😊 So I'm prolly gonna call him tmrw.

Other than that, my team had another game and I had to miss our last game and this one too bcs I hurt my arm (I'm barely in pain, my mom just won't let me play). So, I decided that I was just gonna watch and cheer for my team instead and I was like the loudest one there 💀 At some point, I literally started barking 🐶 Sadly, our team lost tho but that's alright bcs they did a really good job BUT this is the important part. Meanwhile, the game was going on, I noticed there was a dude at the back who was collecting the ball and watching the line and stuff and when he wasn't doing that, he was playing around with his friend on the court. His receives and spikes were so good, he also kinda cute 😩 So, when the games were over, I walked over to him and told him that his spikes were great cause I was feelin bold 😈 and he smiled at me and said thank you.

AND right after I did that, my friends were talking over each other about how I was such a simp for talking to him and said I was eyeing him down and ISTG I didn't but they say otherwise 💀 So, since the games were done, we had to wait until our taxis arrived to pick us up. When out of nowhere, my friends started talking about how I should've got his socials and I was gonna do it but I got a little shy 😭 and our taxi came so I had to go AND as soon as it arrived, I noticed him but I couldn't turn back to ask for his insta 😪 BUT one of my friends did it for me 🤸🏾‍♀️ I didn't even ask her to (I gave her a kiss on the cheek after)

So, now I'm talking to him and he's a really nice dude. Our conversations aren't awkward or anything, which I'm happy about. The shocking part is that he's 18 💀 istg he had to be like 16 at the most but nah he's 2 years older than me. He mentioned that my friend was shocked to find out that he was 18 and that her reaction made him laugh 😌 he also said that someone mistook him as a ninth grader once LMAO

Anyways, that was my day 😩

OMG TOO MANY THINGS J HAPPENED LMAO

TELL ME IF U CALLED THE FIRST GUY TODAYYYY I WANNA KNOW he seems so sweet awww

IM GLAD UR MOM DIDNT LET U PLAY EVEN I DONT WANT UR ARM TO GET HURT WORSE

i cannot believe u went and told him his spikes were good bc I DO NOT HAVE THAT KIND OF COURAGE LIKE?? GO YOU

okay imo older boys >> SIMPLY bc they are so much more mature but be careful ‼️‼️ low key ive seen a lot of relationships end bc someone has to go off to college sooner :( IM NOT SAYING THIS IS GONNA HAPPEN TO U BUT JUST BE CAREFUL!! as long as your internal radar isnt going off, the fact thay ur having such smooth conversations is SO ADORABLE AND SUCH A GOOD SIGN FOR THE FUTURE.

bestie u have so many options, im almost jealous fr fr hehehehe but j dont feel the pressure to commit!! feel them out, and if they like u make them wait just because 😈😈

cant wait until next update, stay safe 💕💕

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IM GOING TO WATCH THE NEW JJK MOVIE TOMORROW IM SO EXCITED

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guys please my parents are fighting again ☹️☹️

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OMG SOMETHING CRAZY JUST HAPPENED!! Ok so, there was a tik tok of this girl and she was using a filter about your soulmate's zodiac sign and I tried it. In my head I was like "watch it say Libra" cause he's a Libra and it did 😃

IM A LIBRAAAAAAAAA TOO THATS KIND OF COOL

man things are really looking up for you bestie, maybe he is the one!!

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