#thank you for the little lad (little lily lad) (i like alliterations) I appreciate him very much <3

[lavenoon]

Here's a little lad on a lily pad! And a hope that you take all the time you need to feel better. I hope you remember that you are cherished and loved and that we are all rooting for you, babe. ❤️ Please be gentle with yourself.

Aahh Naff 🥺💜 Taking a comically large squeaky hammer to get the sentiment to stick 💜 And I do love the little lily lad, what a good lily lad!

After lunch and a hefty nap the bad bees have quietened significantly, fortunately. I'm gonna take the evening slow however n just write a little for just myself for the indulgence n see how tomorrow treats me!

#answer let luce #Naff asks #admittedly it was *exactly* the rejection sensitivity that got to me so internalizing it is hard but v important #part of me does know the bees were just louder for a bit #but I got comfort comic I got friends my brain lets me talk to again *and* I'll get self indulgent self insert fanfic #so I have hesitantly optimistic hopes for the evening #I also admittedly got a bit of a boost from doing a couple very satisfying now that they're done chores #so the brain has also been quietened by productivity and then I just conked out for 2 hours #and now dinner time! #thank you for the little lad (little lily lad) (i like alliterations) I appreciate him very much <3