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[dearmrsawyer]

For the fic writing meme: any you haven't answered yet ;)

ALL OF THEM JGKLD hoo boy okay well here we go!!!

1. Which is your favorite of the fics you've written for X fandom?

Ohhh noooo i don’t want to answer this gfjkfld i love them all D: i don’t have a favourite D: golly. I’m uh... just.... onto question two.....

2. Favorite piece overall?

FRICK this sure didn’t get any easier did it djkfgl GOD. Okay. FINE. Okay. I don’t know if its truly my favourite but purely because of how proud i am of it, because of how long the story was with me, as i expounded previously, i’m just gonna say I Am the Blinking Light. Idk that fic is my child whom i nurtured for 6 years. 

5. What is an image/set of images that you're particularly proud of?

Ohh um you know something that i’m very :) about is from a little nouis drabble i did based on Niall showing up at Louis’ house after reading the Observer article and there’s a moment (cough it lasts most of the fic cough) when Niall is just wrapped around Louis at his front door and its kind of exposed but Niall doesn’t even care because it matters so much to him that Louis feel the love in that moment and i just love that picture in my head

11. If I'm showing off just one of your pieces to someone, which one should it be?

For frick’s........... how many times must i be asked to pick between my children alright well!!!!! Right now for who i am as a writer in this very moment i would like you to show Wear Your Fur because it’s truly the epitome of what i’m looking for in fic right now, and i would like it to stand as an example of what i want to put out into the world too. 

13. Are there any things that might have happened in any of your stories, but you changed them at the last minute? (So-and-so dies, they don't actually kiss, main character has long extended ballet-based dream sequence, etc.)

Hmm my instinct is to say no because i’m a heavy planner. I don’t always plan on paper but i think about stories for months before i start writing them - i like them to exist in my head for a while so i can let them manifest, so by the time it comes to writing there aren’t a lot of surprises. Any surprises that do happen are on a small scale, like a bit of dialogue or a reaction to something.

14. Would you want to write canon for any of your fandoms (like be hired by showrunner to do an episode)? Which one?

Well as this is the only fandom i write for rn and it isn’t... a fictional world..... that’s not particular possible. The last fandom i wrote for before 1d was Agents of SHIELD and i don’t think i have the confidence to even attempt writing on an episode for that show. It’s... too above me and i want professionals to do and let me consume their amazing media. 

16. 3 favorite comments ever received on fanfic.

Man i have received some of the loveliest comments on my fics, i legit go back and read them all the time??? They make me feel so warm and good in my own skin???? I can’t pinpoint 3 individuals comments but all the comments left by @alligatornyc @1000-directions and ANY feedback that i ever get from @seschat means the world to me and nourishes me. Seriously tho if you ever left me a comment on ao3 just know i treasure it and reread it. 

17. Any mean comments? How'd you deal with it? Who laid the smackdown?

I’ve never had a mean comment before! I’ve had a couple of comments of people who wanted more information at the end of the story which is the OPPOSITE of a bad comment because it makes they’re eager for more content!! So i guess that’s not really an answer!! If i did get a mean comment i’d probably just reply saying thanks for reading and sorry they were disappointed lol?? There’s a million fics out there, they’ll find what they want somewhere else. 

18. If you could go back and revise one of your older stories, which would it be?

No i wouldn’t go back and revise any of them, i’m happy with all of them and they deserve to exist as they are. I’ll use my energies on the fics that have not yet come to fruition!

19. Do you make up scenes at work/on the bus/at the gym? Who are the characters that pop up the most? Do you write them down?

I try to compose scenes wherever i am, it doesn’t matter? Whatever fic i’m working on, whoever’s POV is being told is the character i think about at the time. And i do often make notes in my phone either of plot points or if i come up with a sentence/dialogue i particularly like. 

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