#that 50 would land on you bc you're covered in food

[wishful-seeker]

May Apollo bless this scorching hot bath and make my knees shut up and put out the buzzing fire in my joints.

#pls help #The level of annoyance my pain creates is the equivalent of having a fly in my ear #It's a type of pain that cannot be ignored #And you cannot think of anything but it #cripple punk #physical disability #CRPS #tw bugs and nasty story ahead #so flash back to when i worked at a kitchen that had so many flies in the back outdoor rest place #that 50 would land on you bc you're covered in food #and no matter how much you shook them off they'd just land on you again #until you give up from extreme exhaustion and just let them crawl on you #thats what the pain is like #i was also dealing with this pain on top of those real flies back then #im happy im too disabled to work at hell holes anymore