#that exact feeling is what also makes me feel viscerally uncomfortable w x readers or self ship stuff

[stunfiskz]

does anyone know where/if i land on the whole “romance averse -> indifferent -> favorable” thing if i really enjoy fictional romance but any real person being involved, not just me, makes me feel uncomfortable. like is that a thing or is that just me being miserable

#like it’s the thing where. #like. i feel bad but one of my irl friends talks about her boyfriend a lot and every time im like oh my god can we PLEASEEE NOT #or like. what’s making me ask is realizing that it’s like #that exact feeling is what also makes me feel viscerally uncomfortable w x readers or self ship stuff #and i feel bad because obviously there’s nothing wrong with them you can do whatever you want forever etc #but it just. ughhhh makes me feel so weird #like it’s almost like a. ‘you guys actually want this? you wouldn’t feel trapped and miserable?’ feeling #but idk. i think because i don’t feel this way about romance as a concept just with irl stuff that it’s probably just. idk #me being miserable about other people being happy or some shit #txt