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#i think i'm finally getting my writing drive back..... i've getting some really good rewrites in for momrry fic and #been able to think up some solutions for bits i've been stuck on in other fics too #also been drawing more and having fun with it just not really caring if what i make is for everyone anymore like... #it's more about just making stuff i want to make and am proud of #the whole like fandom artist thing has just never worked out for me and being in as niche a community as this and #not necessarily feeling comfy drawing irl people in certain situations i'm finally letting go of the resounding guilt #that sometimes comes with moving away from having your art fic etc constantly reflect your direct interests whether it be fandom or #otherwise... idk it's weird to describe and maaaybe that's just been smth i've personally had a problem with it yeah i'm trying ! #ik it puts me in a weird spot being so involved w this community and my friends within it while also making more artwork that's #totally separate from This but at the end of the day putting limitations on things like this just stifle creativity and i'm #an artist before anything else and i just want to do what inspires me vs sticking to one thing out of 'obligation' or w/e #ignore my rambling shcjdn im trying to be positive rn bc my day job fucking sucks #and im hoping being more optimistic about where my art can take me and actually working on stuff vs fretting about it will get me where #i actually want to be doing what i actually want to do sooner #alex talks