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#that the ppl i thought didnt care sat there worried and cried when i fainted... just becayse they care doesn't justify the shit they did
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Dawnie, you okay? ~ ๐ง
That's a hard question to answer honestly I'll rant about it in the tags if that's okay
#idk i just... it took me a great deal of emotional pain to come clean to my mother about my depression and handle her taunts until i was
#finally able to patch my life up bit by bit... i finally felt like i was getting normal but then this seizure had to happen and now every
#thing in my life has fallen apart... i had dreams... i had things i wanted to do and stuff id planned out for which i already had less time
#but now its only worse... i cant study properly the same way i usually could and now... my very life is falling apart in front of my eyes
#all my hopes are shattering and im chained. i have no way of doing anything. and i feel like this frustration is turning me into my
#aggressive phases again? there was a point where i got mad at everything and i can see it morphing back when i look at myself... and the
#worst part is i can do nothing to control it... im starting to believe that everyone hates me and i silently wish i could do smth about this
#feeling thats eating at me
#this is what happened during my self harm days... my emotiind got stronger and stronger to a point where i snapped and those were
#the darkest days of my life... and now i can see myself walking the same path again but i can do nothing to stop myself exceot hope things
#will be better... everytime i close my eyes i get the visual of me jumping off my building... and theres the separate feeling of knowing
#that the ppl i thought didnt care sat there worried and cried when i fainted... just becayse they care doesn't justify the shit they did
#right? but i still feel kinda guilty. im so terrified that my life will fall apart. that i won't be able to be happy and ill face the same
#fate my mom's facing rn.....
#anyways thank u if ur reading so far
#i hope u have a nice day
#self harm tw
#negative tw
#dawn.personal
#dawn.replies
#๐ง anon
#anons ๐
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