#the 'moles' arent really moles btw i tried to represent my acne bc i have/always have had a lot of it

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Saw a post going around that said "use this picrew to make you now + you as a kid" and I thought it was fun :)

#the 'moles' arent really moles btw i tried to represent my acne bc i have/always have had a lot of it #i used to have pierced ears but around age 12-13 it started making me dysphoric so i dropped it and the holes closed up over time #i had so much dysphoria when i didnt know what trans meant... #i was also kind of a bully withiut realizing because expressing affection is weird and i was kind of a tsundere type kid honestly #sent a few friends to the doctors without realizing because i fought with them a lot physically as a way to express affection #...except i went way overboard and no one ever told me because i was too intimidating. only learned about it years later #i had problems with self control and never knew how much strength i had/was using at any given moment so it caused. problems #nothing permanent thankfully #i selected round eyes for my kid self for the Vibe but ive always had almond-shaped eyes. it didnt like. change #everyone else in my family has roundish shaped eyes so we have no idea where /that/ gene comes from lol #i never stopped wearing hoodies though. there are a few habits i picked up at that age that i never let go of #(namely: im very weird about clothes.) #sunny #picrew #it has been a WHILE since i've posted a picrew here. damn #other notes: selected a smile for the vibes but me never smiling was actually a real problem. #i had to train myself to smile in front of my mom because she wouldn't shut up about it and got upset at me constantly for it #(i had the tbh creature straight face 24/7 and she took it as a show of disrespect which. what) #also i do have moles on my face other than the acne i just have a lot more acne than i have moles so. its more important