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#the insanity is irl.. it's just more surreal to have the zombies I would despise irl around me
happy10thousandyears
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#honestly I really appreciate the creator of my ex fandom trying to give me job opportunities but I think if I have to work in my ex fandom
#the creator is really chill and awesome but
#as an official artist I’ll try to overdose to die everyday
#or at least if I don’t normalize before then
#I need to normalize
#I mean it’s not even like im currently being traumatized I just spiral
#everything I interact with anything outside of my immediate interest circle
#because everyone are like so lobotomized in there like I feel im a person among zombies
#like how can you just be on a comedy show and have people laugh by just referencing stuff
#I don’t get their humor their lack of appreciation for creative effort and their general mental attitude
#they are so averse to engaging with anything that aren’t in your face with garish gaudy colors
#it’s an ugly franchise and an artless thoughtless fandom
#I feel like the opening scene of shizuku where im just siting among people who im utterly alienated to
#thinking about the end of the world
#I know I sound really whiny to my friends bc I was telling them about stuff but
#also it's not like it's hard on me or anything I spiral kinda daily unprompted already it's just . wow it's not in my head only anymore
#the insanity is irl.. it's just more surreal to have the zombies I would despise irl around me
#it’s kinda despairing that what I like and who I am are utterly incompatible with the
#hundreds of people surrounding me during the 3 days of this con
#it's like the online fandom but real and more massive
#I do kinda sound ungrateful that I'm going to a con and meeting the creator of my fave series is like . rare but also
#MAN kinda a bummer I wish my fave character's VA is there so I can gouge his eyes out (joke) AHEM have a Polite conversation with him
#because he played the character in the way I loathed (hammy) like I would ASK him to read the books the character is in .or I start gouging
#but I am also having fun???
#a white man mansplained my fave to me (who was wearing whole ass ita bag of my fave) bc he though he know more about him than me bc he read
#the character's wiki entry . I love it it's surreal I feel like an older god . I can smite this man yet he yaps on unknowingly
#I've drawn 2k+ fanart of this obscure deeplore character you've read on the wiki mr tenth doctor cosplayer white man
#I can cast u into hellfire .. ? Mr white American man ..
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