#the joy from moments and milestones that are important to me 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍

[pepprs]

all is not well in waffletown

#i need to have more compassion for my mom bc she is extremely depressed rn and may have a serious physical illness as well which is so much #fun to deal with. but i am so angry and irritated with her rn. why do i have to ask you for permission to leave this place when i am almost #24 and work a full time job. why do i have to spend every single day rotting away instead of living my life bc you’ll guilt trip me for #wanting to be an independent adult as is my right. not everything is abou you being mentally ill over having ***** ive already lost enough #experiences and time in my life to it why do i have to give even more to it. i am almost TWENTY FOUR. #purrs #delete later #also i don’t even get to pick out the paint color in my new room which is so awesome. yessss take away all of my agency and sap out all of t #the joy from moments and milestones that are important to me 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍 #im a brat for venting abt her online ik i need to have more compassion for her bc she is inches away from havi ng a mental breakdown and im #very scared abt what will happen if she does. but this is actually insane. im so mad #literally the most poetic example of this is how she broke her arm riding a bike in 4th grade so she refused to let me and my siblings learn #how to ride it. and how she grew up with 487429749274 pets and was traumatized by losing her dog so she didn’t let me or my siblings have #pets at all. and other examples i will not go into. like omg we are not YOU!!!!!! let us fucking LIVE good GOD!!!!!!!!! #also like how are you gonna attack me a few weeks ago over redacted and then when i do what you want you tell me no 😭😭😭😭😭 how does that even #make sense. and again to reiterate the point. WHY DO I HAVE TO ASK YOU FOR PERMISSION. I AM ALMOST 24.