#the lies we tell ourselves about progress mmh.

[somuchbetterthanthat]

truly feel like after a certain age at the VERY LEAST Anxiety should disappear. Like, okay, you've been anxious and depressed since you were oh, right, 13 is that it? more or less. So that means your sentence is over. Welcome to the fun 30s. No more of that!

and yet

#personal #i truly believed that for like. the two months leading up to my 30th birthday #i was so at ease with turning 30 #and then yknow. anxiety attack on your birthday party; then another year of waves of depression and anxiety in turn #and now i'm here #god i hate being here #the lies we tell ourselves about progress mmh. #but really tho. yeah your knees are going to hurt even MORE but hey! no constant diffused anxiety about everything that stops you #from being a normal human being #win/win!