#the rest of the post in tags bc im being very vague abt something rlly specific

[weimitsu]

Love being an artist bc i can just draw silly little snippets of things without having to justify them as a detailed story w consequences or i would go insane

#the rest of the post in tags bc im being very vague abt something rlly specific #like something is probably wrong w me but #despite loving complex and human depictions of relationships and consequences sometimes they just #fill me with such lethargy #weight me down and make me SOOOOO SAD #like yes superbat are tragic and its compelling #bruce in general is very tragic #even in narumitsu edgeworth and phoenix have such sharp edges born from the disbarrment and the fake suicide #wangxian can have their happiness but they r both so broken and have such big holes in their heart to fill #its all fascinating and human and complicated and rarely doesnt hurt #writers do it such justice but i cant even deal thinking about it im SO TIRED of life in general that thinking about it in fiction sometimes #does me in #and ik writers can do ficlets or whatever but thats the thing i dont function like that i need them to have complex hurting emotions #so art rlly gives me leeway to depict things without having to cut my fingers on the edges of the details idk #much to think about ive just been very tired bc of irl and i feel guilty for indulging in silly things when they can be cliche #so i cant look away from the tragic humanity either