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#the same bruised desperate heart longing for purpose and overflowing with love but no vessel to put it in (at present)
notmoreflippingelves
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It's dawned on me suddenly
And for no obvious reason
That I can't go on
Living as I am.
#esteban flores
#elena of avalor
#disneyedit
#eoaedit
#don't you hate it when you have a blorbo; a million song lyrics that suit them; and no photoshop skills to speak of?
#esteban flores and pierre bezukov (specifically the version in great comet) would get along great tho
#the same bruised desperate heart longing for purpose and overflowing with love but no vessel to put it in (at present)
#the same intellectual snobbery as a faulty mask for profound and permanent self-loathing
#the same...'survivor's guilt ' isn't even the right word...it's definitely that but it's also just 'existence' guilt
#like 'yes; I failed to die alongside those I love on the battlefield. but even before that; I failed at being loved in the way I wanted to'
#'which is like the one job we are supposed to have as humans: to love and be loved.'
#'once I'd like to think I was worthy but now I know that I am not. I have wasted my chances and made too many mistakes'
#of course they both Esteban and Pierre still ARE worthy of love but it takes time and effort and willingness to change to find it
#am going to try to also do something with 'dust and ashes' at some point
#not to mention like my million BATB broadway; Frozen broadway and JCS lyrics that suit Esteban
#myedits
#mygifs
#obligatory ' I used to be butter; I used to be butter; I used to be butter' joke here
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